Urahara Kisuke

2009-07-08T15:41:00.002+08:00

Yo Yo~~ Its finally my turn to go NS!! And its tmrz!! =D

This blog update is to thank all those who organized dinner for me... =)

First dinner was organized by Julian... my poly classmate... there were andrew julian calven kenneth and michael... the girls were either schooling or quaratined... lol!! dinner was at Kuishinbou at Suntec City... although it was expensive, the food is quite nice and has quite a number of varieties... and i din get to eat the oreo cheesecake which was superb the last time i ate it... so sad...

Second was dinner with Darling's family... we went Sakae Teppenyaki at Century Square... the food was not bad if u don go there too often... lol...

Third was no dinner... in fact there was a dinner wif Locking Dan... ate with him at Bishan 24hrs KPT... then he accompany me buy some of my NS stuff and then went my house to slack... we talked abt many stuff... then went out to meet Janet Bryan and Roy... the pri cum sec sch buddies... went to Janet's hse to play MJ... sai ar.. go there lose... lol... half way do alot of crap stuff like watch ghost hunter videos or listening/singing songs... and Bryan is crazy over Lady GaGa... dam crazy i tell u... ahaha~~ and after went supper at interchange kpt... advices from the 2 old bird... lol..

Finally... the dinner with the best buddies... special guest appearance was Amanda the frangrance hair girl... LOL! see the Facebook pics!! dunno y she wanna do tht... we ate at Sakura Somerset... superb when its eating wif buddies like them... laugh and laugh and thts all for the day... =)

So i will be seeing you guys again after 2 weeks... but only on the weekends so no more free time le... have fun and take care of urself all my good frens and buddies... will update again once i have the time and energy... Ciao!

2009-06-02T22:49:00.003+08:00

OK OK!! Time for an update... thank you for all the support from the paikias~~!! =)

Alrite... haven been able to update for such along time cuz busy with activities and events....

The chalet I organized was a great success!! i knew cuz of the respond from all the besties and the looks on their faces while taking photos... all photos can be seen in facebook or someone else's blog... the details of the chalet can be read in Javier's blog... it was fun for everyone rite?? great! hoped everyone had fun tht 3 days.... =D

Next will be the graduation ceremony... it was not a bad day as memories during the time in tht sch will be instilled in me.... regardless of good ones or bad ones... my mum and sis along wif my aunt and uncle came to the ceremony... hope it will be a piece of mind for them as I graduated from poly successfully which I was the only one able to do it.. mayb at this point in time cuz other relatives are still young... hope they will too be like me... and of cuz my next goal is University graduation... a step at a time which i really like to say... but first thing first is if im able to get into a Uni...

After grad ceremony day... the frens from poly and I went to IMM for dinner... which was supposedly to be lunch thanks to someone... lol!! we had a wonderful time... thank you guys and girls for the 1 year we spent together in poly...

Next up would be.... i totally forgot wat happened... think it was ongoing of outings and mahjong sessions... haha...

Fear not... next upcoming events would be singing and trip to sentosa!! and there is 1 more birthday chalet for me and andrew to attend before everything comes to an end for me at least... thts rite... im going NS soon... hsiang and xiong are the first few to get in to be a MAN... and im next along wif other frens i knew as well... then will be the rest of the buddies to get in... im saying like its some bad things... no no no!! its a good thing and a must thing so lets think positively... its not the end but a new beginning in life for all of us... as usual stay happy always...

And wat i did today?? went to catch a movie wif darling juz now... a night at the museum... i was not bad but compared to the first one... it has a lesser impact but is still hilarious to watch... looks like darling is falling sick again cuz she has no appetite and sore throat... take care ok?? drink more water...

Finally end of my sharing... had fun wif all the besties and pals and buddies during this 2 months or so... really hope to have more fun again... Ciao!!

2009-05-12T16:28:00.002+08:00

Ho Ho~~ NS date is in July man... tot i was going in Oct...

Last Sat went to Joven's birthday celebration at Pasir Ris costa sands... long time din see her le but still not much change lol... >.<

Then Sun went for a BBQ session at Mike's place with some poly classmates... 2 days straight got bbq...

I have organized a chalet for my besties already... wooo!! its this coming thurs to sat... gonna have a bbq as well... really looking forward to this chalet... hope everyone will have fun together... and keep this as a precious memory before we go for our NS life....

Nothing much to talk about cuz im bored.... but will try to post something interesting next time...

2009-04-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

I have known Daniel Chiang for a very long time already... to me he is a very mysterious person... really mysterious one... cuz he have neve shown any emotions in front of us at least to me... i juz know he is a funny guy... happy-go-lucky person... doesnt look like he has any stress or problems... and finally I got to know abit of the real him... so he is juz like any of us... normal i mean... lol...

Have been trying to plan a chalet outing for the sec sch besties but very difficult cuz some start sch... then have no avaliable slot during the weekends... hope a chalet will be enough to bond us together for the last time before some of us are going to NS...

So dam bored at home... i wanna work!! but i cant find... hope i can find soon... and i haven got my NS letter yet... if i know when i am suppose to go then can i decide if i wanna work anot... haiz...

2009-04-17T05:33:00.002+08:00

Wow... look at the time... and im still blogging here instead of sleeping...

Not that I don wanna slp... I juz cant go to slp cuz there are alot of things on my mind... stress? mayb... confusion? mayb.... lost for love? mayb.... i really dunno wats up in my head....

Its quite personal... and its hard for me to open up even if you ask me... its very difficult to put in words... it juz keep swirling in my mind... like a whirlpool or smth... making you dizzy, scared and abit of darkness? lol... really hard to put in words u see... family, frens, love and myself....

I know i need to relax abit... but i cant juz relax... its all up there in the mind... mayb i need someone to talk to? but i cant find tht suitable person... i have been searching for ages but cant... there is a word tht describe this kind of feeling... "Lonely"

2009-04-06T23:43:00.002+08:00

3rd April... Its the 3rd year anniversary for me and darling... time really flies... 3 years already... and im gonna go NS soon... will miss her alot for the 1st few months... we will always be together no matter wat happens in the future... she is my one and only... =)

We went to catch a movie on tht day... Detroit Metal City... very funny show... laugh until... can clap hand in the middle of the show.. LOL... after tht went to Kushin-bou for dinner... so so only... go try it urself one day... mayb u find it good... haha...

Sunday went to one of my auntie's fren house for a mahjong session... its really diff from wat i usually played... this have no flowers and have a joker(Fei) if anyone knows... requires lots of thinking cuz anybody would wan any card... any card is possible to game... i can even have up to 5 or 6 tiles waiting to game... lol... thts alot man... will teach those who wans to learn and play... haha... quite fun but still lose... T.T

And im currently very bored at home... wanna play more basketball and watch animes!

2009-03-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

Just got back to Singapore on Sunday... I went to Batam for some relaxation with my father and sisters... it was not a bad trip afterall... might be bored sometimes cause there are no entertainment and im a person who don really go shopping...

Ate quite alot of seafood there cuz its cheaper compared to Singapore... and most ppl living there rides motorcycles... looks fun and easy to ride... lol!!

Alright... I'll stop here... and im bored at home... I wanna play some Mahjongs!!! ROAR!

2009-03-17T15:55:00.002+08:00

Finally bought my LCD monitor.... I asked Wei Hsiang to help me buy cuz he and YW going to IT Fair at Suntec last week... thx to him... really been a great help to me... he helped me check which is good or which is worth it to buy... and I bought Samsung brand LCD... supposedly buying LG monitor but sold out... doesnt matter now... =)

Went to IT Fair personally wif Darling on Sunday... went there to buy wireless adaptor, mouse and speaker... really spent alot man... poor liao... Darling bought iTouch... oso dunno buy for wat... but looks cool...

Been watching quite a lot of movies recently... I and Darling watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, KungFu Chef, Race to Witch Mountain and DragonBall Evolution... some are superb some are okok but all are nice to watch... at least got abit of entertainment... i recommend you guys to watch Race to Witch Mountain... I know its for kids to watch... its not real... but it just makes you excited when watching this kind of UFO or alien show...

Upcoming will have lots of nice movies as well... so me and Darling are going to watch those when they are screened... so after i watched then I will tell you guys whether is it worth to watch anot... lol =P

Results are sucky but it doesnt really matters... just hope I can go Uni and have a degree in the course i wanted...

2009-03-05T14:00:00.003+08:00

Monday was Darling's birthday... and was also Candy's birthday... this 2 nurses really have such common fates... LOL

I met darling at Plaza Sing 1pm... as usual was late due to some lame excuses... and i told myself cant be angry cuz its her birthday... so nvm... while waiting for her i walk around PS... saw Julian first then saw Jillian.... this grp went to a job agency in the morning and after tht went their seperate ways so I saw them...

Finally darling came... we went to The Cathay to catch a movie... 'He's just not that into you.." this movie is not tht bad and its quite meaningful as well for ppl in a relationship... after movie we walked around to find some presents... walked back to PS to continue... not eating cuz we were not feeling hungry... we ate wedges and hotdogs and popcorns during the movie u know... so not hungry... nth especially nice for me to buy for darling... she wanted crumpler bag so went to raffles city to shop 1 for her... and I bought it in the end... bought her flowers on the way as well.... was not supposed to but still... haiz... as a good BF i bought for her la... lol...

Dinner time... went to Vivo city to meet up wif darling's family... we're having Marche... not so bad... i had pasta and some of the crepe... quite tasty... after dinner went home lo... no cakes for her this yr becuz its late already plus she cant eat... haha... had a great time wif darling and she too had it great... I hope so... cuz i dunno wat to do during birthdays... even for my own... =D

Wed... K Box session wif andrew, shireen, candy, hsiang, kok hong and joseph... was supposed to have more but they sick... boon and pei shi... good good... more time to sing... haha... sang lots of songs... some from my list of songs of cuz... had some duets as well... marvellous i say... lol...

After singing... met up wif Locking Dan for dinner... we walked to Noodle House Ken... but it was full... the service so lousy... saw we had so many ppl oso neve try to make some seats... other customers come juz gave them.. wat the hell la... we walked off and went Ajisan at PS... the food taste nice when there are so many frens eating together... we chatted and laugh... so fun...

After dinner its time to go home... saying good byes to andrew and pei shi who is taking the north east line... the rest is the red line(NS)... pei shi brought a fren as well... his name is Victor... hajimemashite... he is a friendly person... of cuz I try not to make him feel awkward wif ppl he dunno so I talked to him... he was actually older than us... haha... same as Julian's case... all of us chatted together on our way back... its always fun wif frens tht have stayed together for so long... Ichiban!! =)

2009-02-25T15:57:00.002+08:00

Let us celebrate together~~!

Today was the last day of my exams!! Woohoo~~ Graduation!

Overall i think i did quite good for my papers... not so bad... but wont get so good grades...

Looking forward to my future... but first... looking forward to the fun tht all of us are going to have... outings and entertainment... =)

Good job to all those who have finished their exams as you guys stayed through the nites to study.. just like me... =D and those who haven finish... all the best to you mate!! Ganbattezo!

2009-02-17T23:32:00.002+08:00

I'm currently studying for exams now... dam sian man.... wan this to be done and over with!!

Fast rite... in a blink of an eye... we are graduating soon from poly... and then time for NS... was thinking about the past that how we graduated from our sec sch... is was a blink of an eye too... miss my frens alot... will definitely miss them de... haiz... keep in contact ok guys?? =)

Im so so so in love with Bella's Lullaby from Twilight movie... so nice... although i cant imagine how it sounds when reading the book... but from the movie... i was fantastic... was beyond my imaginations for this piece of music to be so soothing and beautiful... for those who read the book... can u even imagine Edward Cullen humming this tune to Bella while she is sleeping... dam nice!! anyone can teach me how to play this piece?!? Its the the first song I have on the music player.... its by Carter Burwell... although i know its a impossible task... but... Andrew go and learn and teach me!! =D

2009-02-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of Chinese New Year... Seen the moon? Its a New Moon tonight.... =)

Last Fri after sch went Suntec to eat Jap food... cuz it Jin Ting's bday... It's her bday today but we celebrated earlier... Happy Birthday Jin Ting!! The food was alrite... but it was good cuz I ate it with alot of good frens... ^_^ After the lunch I and Andrew went to Plaza Sing with Calven, Ken and Michael... they went to watch Underworld.... but since I and Andrew still have quite some time b4 we meet the rest... we went there to walk ard... I saw Urahara's Cap uniform... and i have the urge to buy it! but no money... sadded... and we saw the captain's zanpaktou... they have wooden ones and the metal ones... the metal ones are too cool... have the urge to buy oso... so cool man... Then we went Thomson Plaza for our dinner at Swen western restaurant... It was Dan's bday... we got 10 ppl there... the usual of cuz... we bought DONUTS instead of cakes for Dan.. lol! it was 21 donuts... then we put a candle each on top of the donut... and sang him the bday song... we wanted smth creative for his 21st bday... although the amt is not great... but its special... hope you(Dan) rmb tht!! =D

What's irritating is the staff kept telling us "NO OUTSIDE FOOD ALLOWED!".... =.=llll YES WE KNOW!!! stupid staff... thx for changing our mood into an unpleasant one...

Juz yesterday.... went Calven's she in the mornin for MJ session... Suay for me... dam the luck... i was winning at first... but lost in the end... oh my goodness... really cant play MJ ar... play le cfm lose... sure lose de... no such things as winning for me... T.T

Nvm... my luck will change soon... i hope so......

2009-01-30T00:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese Moo Moo Year!!!

Sorry for the previous post... cuz of some lame things that happened.... guess most ppl would know....

Anyway... As usual 1st day went to uncle's relatives place.... then went to my father's side in the evening... I was so dam late.... i reached there at ard 8pm becuz i was playing mahjong with my uncle's neices and nephew....my goodness... and i still lose... watse of time... shld have gone to my grandma hse earlier instead of forgone-ing my ang paos there... b4 going my grandma hse, i went to darling's ahma hse 1st to meet and then drive down to tanah merah... haiz... so many ang paos forgone~~ becuz of tht 1 mahjong game... sianz... but still got some la... cuz those miss me de left it wif my grandma... sianz cuz i din get to wish them or see them....

I agree wif Jav tht dragon child like us are suay at gambling this yr... i lost mahjong again at my grandma hse!! T.T

2nd day as usual got work... after tht went back to my hse at senbawang to bai nian.... my San-yi left liao when i reach there... =.= cuz i went to fetch my darling b4 going there... sianz 1/2... again miss to wish and see my relative...

Went to darling's relative hse at woodlands after tht... meet and greet.... then more hses to visit... end of the day go home and slp cuz got medical checkup along wif yw the next day... aiya... in the end still PES D wat... still have to go Alexandra hospital for a heart scan... nbz watse time lo... hope scan finish say i got heart problem then PES F... -.-lll

Time for projects le... so all the best to everyone... have a happy weekend!

2009-01-21T22:31:00.004+08:00

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2009-01-19T00:20:00.004+08:00

Once again... projects are all crushing down onto us like nobody business... lots of reports to write... lots of research to do... but so little time!! haiz~~

Friday everyone met up to celebrate Shireen's birthday... her 21st birthday wor~~ Congratulations!! finally adulthood for you reen!! so all the best... =)

We went to a jap restaurant at Raffles City... actually Orchard is the final place but due to some reasons then changed at the very last min... owell... no harm done so its ok... cuz everyone had fun!! Special guest LTT!! everyone is surprised tht he came... lol... and everyone went home thereafter.... i dunno wat happened after tht cuz i went home wif darling on the opposite direction... Happy 21st Birthday to Shireen once again... saying it one more time so u wont get to celebrate 21st again and next time will be a higher digit... =P

Saturday as usual working... time passes very fast when its rush hour.... omg and I saw a weird person... an old uncle cross-dressing!!! o.O

At first when the train is slowing down... i glanced at this uncle which is looking normal to me... but once the door opened... i was shocked to see him dressing differently... he was wearing a white dress with black stockings... he wore jewellery on his arms and wore earrings... he even wore a female shade... and he was wearing heels! he is moving perfectly which means he is 'well-trained' with heels... lol... i wonder if alot of ppl is staring at him becuz i don dare to look... i scared he come near me... world is full of many weird ppl...

2009-01-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

Yo Yo Yo~~!!

Back by popular demand~~~~ =D

Firstly, Im so sorry i didnt update... been busy... you know... mapling... and basketballing... sorry sorry guys... and ladies if there is any....

Secondly... Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to everyone I KNOW.... and everyone who knows ME.... thank you thank you... you too!!

Thirdly....... Im gonna end soon... ahaha!! cuz i really got nth to update... unless u wan me dig my brains out and tell u the history until cows can come home.. and like YW and jav have said... eggs hatched into chickens or cells become chicken or watsoever... it will really take ur time to read and MY time to type... hope u don wanna watse time rite... so there u are... a short and sweet update of wat im doin from the 1st paragraph...

Ok ok... abit then... been reading the Twilight saga books... i tell you... dam nice ar... after watching the movie... im hooked on the books man... im finishing the books soon... =P

AND I had fun on New Years Eve as well as Christmas Eve party... =) it was a wonderful memory for 2008!!

2008-12-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating...

Been busy lately... with wat? ahahaha...

Have been playing basketball alot cuz got competition which I mentioned before... and now it has ended... yep... won 3rd placing... not much actually... got the prize money and treated yw andrew and dan to supper at 24hrs coffeeshop... lol... and they actually spent all of it... not a cents left... tot would have left with some for me to buy drinks or smth else... lol... well its ok... hope they rmb i treated them before!!

And im back wif mapling again!! wooo~ its been long since I double clicked tht icon... lol... this time the rest of them oso played back... well... mayb not tht often... but at least its smth we used to play together and now we are back playing again... and i honestly feel tht it wont last long becuz of studies and some other personal commitment... its ok... i can unds becuz I am one as well... =P

So tired... going slp now... nitez!

2008-11-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

Last Wed went to Tampines Safra for dinner... celebrated Andrew's bday AGAIN... and yes it was the same place i went a week ago which i had only 1/2hr to eat... this time round i have more time... =)

Nth interesting happened during tht week... boring life~~

Today won again... won in the baketball competition... now we are 1 step closer to victory... semi-finals now!! hope can win throughout... got money leh... isnt it great?? can play the sports i like plus got money to take for winning... ahaha...

Christmas is coming soon... ICAs coming soon... Holidays coming soon!! =D

What to buy for christmas ne?? I pok liao la... skip this year christmas... anyway the economy is doing really badly... it is global recession now... more ppl are going to lose jobs... more ppl without homes to stay in... more ppl getting hungry... i will really question if religion does exist... how about saving those ppl in need...?? i don think it exist because of such events happening... do you still believe?? not meant to be offending but seeing the situation now is so hopeless...

Signing off

2008-11-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

Today celebrated Jav's and Andrew's birthday together... we ate at Cafe Cartel... and to our surprise Dan came who is suppose to be dancing every Fri.... Jav and Andrew muz be touched by Dan for him to skip dancing and come join us for the dinner... lol... as usual we had lots of fun and laughter together...

After tht YW and Wei Hsiang went to buy a cake for both of them... we sang the birthday song for them... hope it was a memorable day for them... =)

Darling went Hong Kong on Thurs morning for her holidays... she went wif her younger brother... thts nice... too bad i cant go... no money and no holidays.... T.T I sent her off tht morning feeling abit "cant let go"... well... only for 4 days so alrite ba... i went home taking bus 53... still have lessons at 12pm so need to stay awake for it...

Before Darling went off... it was her Dad's birthday... went to Sakura Tampines for dinner... I was the only one late cuz i took a bus down... so long the journey... reached there about 9pm... so left wif 1/2hr to eat... i went to get watever i can and fill myself wif lotsa food... I till quite full but the feeling is not good... cuz too rushing... a buffet only for 1/2hr... =.=

A devastating event happened as well... Darling's pet hamster passed away... horribly... which was described to me by Darling... i don wan to say here... kept tht little guy for not even a year... sad tht it left juz like tht... haiz... partly is Darling's fault cuz she neve care for him... lousy owner....

OK... end here ba...

Happy Birthday to Javier!!!

2008-11-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

As you can see... I got myself a new blogskin... soooo nice! v(^-^)v

New term had started already... so sianzz... hope the holidays will juz continue forever...

I dropped out of the module Calculas... which is A Maths in secondary school... and i rekoned that this 2 are of totally diff levels... anyway i decided to drop this module cuz it will take up my time of studying other modules... and i don think i can enter a Singapore University with a GPA of only 3... haiz... but i will still aim to go to a Uni after my NS... private oso good la at least i got a degree to show to my future employer...

And we have Wed a off day again!! love it man~~ so next time lets go eat Suki Sushi on a Wed or play Badminton... =)

2008-10-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

Someone had asked...

What does it mean by "you love someone but you are not in love with him/her"??

In my own opinion, the love here is not referring to the love between a guy and a girl... the love here should be referring to kinship... you love ur family but you are not in love with them... becuz they are your family... and they will always be by ur side... tht is the love here... thts juz my 2cents worth... diff ppl have diff thinking... ne?? =)

There is another qns....

Will you accept your partner physically betraying you or mentally betraying you...?

Actually both oso cant accept la... but out of the 2 being mentally betrayed is worst... physically means ur partner have another 3rd person for "tht one" instead of looking for you or using you instead... thts wat it meant to me... hope there is another meaning... a better one...

Mentally would be he/she isnt loving you anymore... although he/she mayb by ur side... his mind and heart is not with you... this is a very sad thing... i see no point for this relationship to carry on...

I dunno much about this stuff... its so psychology thing... if your thinking is open, this stuff wouldnt pressure you and you obviously know wat to do... but if you wan to brood over this matter, it will not help u in any way... am i wrong to say this?? juz my 2cents worth...

Anyway... school is starting soon... so fast... bored man... hope this final sem past really quickly... and i wan to spend time with alot of ppl b4 going NS... such as my great buddies and friends from pri and sec sch... these are the ppl i will neve forget... never... not until i rise to the sky... there are so many things i wan to say about these frens but its juz too embarassing and difficult to say in words... in short... "Friends who REALLY REALLY get along are hard to come by"... tht is why im cherishing you guys... =D thts where "FRIENDS FOREVER" come into the picture!!

2008-10-25T01:52:00.002+08:00

Quick update....

I really like reading fren's blogs wif pictures in it... lol... not pictures of themselves but rather pictures of anything to describe about wat they are thinking or going to talk about... i find it really interesting as u convey ur msg across more clearly... examples would be Jav's, YW's(which he started recently) and YW's gf as well... its really very interesting although there are negative msg as well...

Life is about positive and negative... same as an atom wif positive and negative ions... if 1 of them is lost, it would not be called an 'atom'... so... we have to face the positive and negative aspects of life together... cope with it... overcome it...

I say blogs wif pictures are interesting but im not doing it... cuz i would like to maintain a pictureless blog.. =D

Oh ya... I would choose to continue fulfilling my dream in tht other person's body... even though his character before was not likeable... the fact is he is now me and only i know tht... so the things I do will be different from him and tht would change other's opinion of tht person in the future...

See ya!

2008-10-21T17:48:00.002+08:00

You have a dream...

You decided to fulfill your dream...

But you are struck by lightning and passed away...

The guy up there made a mistake because your time is not up yet...

You were given a second chance to fulfill your dream again...

Not in your own body... But in someone else's body...

And that someone is rich, arrogant and being hated by alot of people...

Will you choose to fulfill your dream or give it up?

The rule is you cannot tell anyone about your real identity or you will be gone forever...

From the ones you loved so much...

And that someone has a dream too... will you fulfill it together with your dream or be selfish?

Everyone have dreams... what is yours? Be it simple or impossible...

You will also learnt that a dream is always a dream... it can only be fulfilled in your head and not reality... is this really true??

Dream about this...... =)

2008-10-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

Was asked to update...

Ok... here is it...

Last week was my birthday!!! Happy birthday to me!! Hmmm... 1st Oct morning I went to eat breakfast with my aunt and uncle at a nearby market... ate prawn noodle... yum~ it was so long ago since i last ate tht prawn noodle from tht store... then came back after breakfast... bathe and went out to meet my kanojou... went to eat dinner at Billy Bombers, an american family restaurant... with darling's family as well at Century Square... food was superb...

Next day went eat sakae sushi buffet with darling for dinner... then her mum brought her to cut hair again!! lol...

Was actually quite dissapointed... many ppl told me they wan to celebrate bday wif me either b4 or after my birthday... in the end nth... booo~~~

Nth much to say le... except with yesterday's basketball match against Sembawang... cant believe wats the score.. it was 100 to 25... Bishan won!!

Thts all for now... see ya...

2008-09-28T09:34:00.002+08:00

Recently I have watched quite a number of movies...

I watched mirrors with Bryan and his gf, Janet and Joanne... my primary sch clsmates and sec schmates... Mirrors is M18 so violence is expected... its quite a horror becuz of the sound effect and some scenes... really disgusting for 1 part where the mirror demon killed the male lead actor's sister... tht was OMG... o.O

I watched Disaster movie and Babylon AD with darling on the same day one after another... Disaster movie was really a disaster to us man... it was not tht funny... no plot... dam boring... a complete waste of time and money to watch this movie... commendable mayb everyone is singing ba... LOL

Babylon AD was not bad... but can only have 'juz pass' results... not too many action and it ended abruptly leaving viewers staring in blank space... "wat the hell! it juz ended like tht?!?" lol... there are so many qns after watching the movie... watch this if u wan...

Aiya... nobody tries to give me any answers for the maths problem below... lol... nvm la i give ans better then... the $1 was actually being misled.... =D u returned $2 already so owed $48... the $1 which u kept was not supposed to add in but minus instead... so become $47... =P

2008-09-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

HA HA!!

Here comes a quiz... or IQ question... or brain teaser... or a simple maths problem sum...

A, B and C went out on a shopping trip at Takashimaya... A didnt bring any money with him, not even a single cent... so A borrowed $25 each from B and C...

A saw a jacket he really like... love at first sight... the jacket cost $47... after A bought the jacket... he returned $1 to B and $1 to C... another $1 will be kept by A himself...

Conclusion, A owe B and C $24 each... which makes up $48 plus $1 he kep himself which adds up to $49...

Qns is... where is the other $1 which went missing????

MSN me the ans if u know... provided with explaination... =P those who guess correctly get a prize from me... LOL!!

2008-09-14T10:55:00.002+08:00

Have been working for many days... time passes so fast and it's a week already... CSC basketball competition is coming... hope this time round can stay in the competition longer lol...

Just last thurs went to bishan CC to have a friendly match with JK and his team mates... its just for everyone to get the spirit up and work on some tactics...

Friday met up wif boon jav and xiong for dinner... as usual we ate dinner at S-11 then walk around J8 while chit chatting... then we went mac for ice cream... although its only the few of us, it is still fun to talk with each other.... we can repeat the same topic over and over again but still that interesting... ahaha!! =) see you guys next friday again...

Going out soon to meet up darling... missed her so much cuz haven seen her for like 4 days... haven talked to her for like 2 days cuz she working night shift...

See ya!

2008-09-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

Last week went chalet wif poly classmates or andrew's 3 years poly classmates... it was fun... lol so vague... cuz whole day playing mahjong... play cards... play Taboo... Taboo was a very fun game brought by andrew... and i taught them to play a new card game... thts about it... but suay is bbq keep raining... sibei sianz... -.- 3 days 2 nights past so fast... hope it was longer...

Nth to blog about leh... cuz nth to say plus no mood to say anything... i think cuz after tht quarrel wif darling i felt very very down... haiz... i know im wrong but it was quite a small matter... and that snowballed and turn out to become a big matter... haiz... i feel so down until don feel like talking... anyway its over... don have to cry over spilt milk... forgive and forget ba... the waves will be calmer as the boat is approaching the shore... =)

2008-08-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

WOOT~~ this is the 100th post!!! This call for a... congratulations~!

Today had a very long day out...

Met dan at Bishan MRT station at 11am... we decided to go back GYSS for a short visit... ahaha... i think its abit watse of time... but we still went back... we watch part of the performance until it ends... quite boring cuz its ending already... none of the people we both saw in the sch are familiar... we dunno anyone... thts a saddening scene... after the 'concert' is over... me and dan waited by the side for everyone to leave so we both can see Mr Goh... 1st thing Mr Goh say when he saw both of us... "Wah... you F1 racer ar??" LOL... thts for dan cuz he was wearing a bandana round his neck which is red grids... we talked abit then we left the place le...

I suggest to go J8 walk abit before going for our lunch... then walk for 1hr went to AMK hub to walk for another hour... the time is just so slow cuz both of us are anxious to eat at Suki Sushi... haha... its juz both of us though, eating the buffet meal... nobody wants to go/free to go... well its still fun when its juz 2 of us going... lol... then suddenly YW and xiong called to say they are coming... woo.. of cuz me and dan are happy.. more company more fun... =)

The food is superb juz tht dan is abit dissapointed cuz no soft shell crab... thts the motivation he wanted to go eat at Suki.... me and dan ordered quite alot le before YW and xiong came... funny thing is the picture shows 3 takoyaki in a plate but came 5 in a plate... then me and dan was like omg la... so many how to fininsh... lol... lucky xiong and YW came at the right time to eat for us... LOL... 10 takoyaki... i ate 2.. xiong ate 8... ahaha... last day of hungry ghost festival....

After the buffet we decided to go AMK Hub again for a walk... walk here and there just to kill time... so boring... then we walk around AMK and i decided to buy my shoes... went to sportslink to hunt for my shoes... bought this funny brand probably from China... doubting is it of good qualities... aiya hecked and juz bought it... anyway my basketball shoes are spoilt juz this one can tahan for a little while before i buy another pair which is much better...

Boon called after that asking where we are... asked him to come AMK join us... sat in KFC for abit of chatting and laughing at boon's day at work... then we all decided to play LAN after much persuation of complaining from everyone... lol... it was alot of fun when back at playing CS again.... =D

Alrite... I'll end here and am looking forward to the chalet... see ya!! Happy 100th post!!!

2008-08-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

I now mark this day freedom for 3 months!!! 3 months wor!! =D

I was late for today's paper... exam starts at 9am... i woke up at 8.30am... omg... thx whoever suddenly pulled me up and left me 1/2hr to prepare... thx alot!! I was in my dreams when suddenly i juz sit up like tht and realize its already 8.30am... LOL... i quickly bathe and get ready all my stuff... i rushed downstairs and hailed a cab.... the journey was a nervous one cuz there are so many traffic lights!! and by the time i reach the sports hall... i was left with 1min for reading time which was 8.59am... close shave *phew*

The paper was alright... not much to comment about... if you never study means bye bye... if u study then still not bad... after exam me andrew and friends went suki sushi for brunch... breakfast and lunch... it was a hearty meal... sushi and sashimi... and lots of finger food as well...

Today's gathering was cancelled... shocked... cuz jav said nobody reply him... i totally forgot about replying him... cuz i received the msg in the morning and i was rushing as mentioned above... im so sorry... but i will confirm go de ma... how can i miss the gathering which was once a week to meet up all my good buddies and pals... im not sure about the rest... and I was quite dissapointed this time for the response... i am dissapointed with myself as well for forgetting to reply this important sms... im so sorry... my bad... i think this gathering has becoming less important because we meet every friday??? then we shld change to once every month then... since its not important... no offence... straight to the point alrite...

Ok... thts enough of some letting off... ahahaha!! Im planning for next Friday gathering... which is teachers' day if im not wrong... i have decided for everyone to go suki sushi in cineleisure on tht day... any objection?? any objection OR suggestion pls contact me thru msn... i will ask everyone on msn as well... see you guys... have a nice weekend!! =) *cheers*

2008-08-19T18:59:00.002+08:00

Wahahaha~~ 3 papers down!!

1 more paper to go before the fun begin.... cant wait for this friday....

It feels good when what u've study all came out... and juz hope not much scores were deducted for careless mistakes... but it is still good that hard work paid off... =)

Darling went to buy Sony Viao last Sunday... S$2000 with 3G RAM... the functions were cool as well... you can watch vids, listen to music and admire pictures even if u shut down the lappy... the webcam is cool as well... ahaha!! i like the webcam alot man... the functions are so amazing...

Off to study for my last paper soon... but still gotta rest before that... =D ALL THE BEST~!~!

2008-08-14T22:20:00.003+08:00

Have been studying for the past few days... and worked on the tuesday.... although i study but i still find some time to come online to nation war wif wei hsiang, YW and renzo... it was quite fun when winning... but sian when losing cuz its all about teamwork...

Tmr my 1st paper FAA (Fund Accounting & Administration)... think i can do it if i believe in myself and have confidence... im actually quite scared for this sem modules... cuz i don really understand... all so chim =.=

Wei Hsiang the Taiwan ren is going back on this Sunday... think i will be seeing him the last time tmr(Friday) until 1 month later... iteirashai ne... good luck and all the best!! bring back gifts for everyone hor!!

Ok ba... off to study now... All the best to me too!! =)

2008-08-10T21:38:00.002+08:00

I missed the fireworks for this year national day.... and I'm surprised we, the group of friends didn't meet out for national day celebration... oh well... everyone has their own things to do... and hope everyone had fun during this year national day....

Was surfing through everyone's blog just now.... as usual that andrew is too busy to update or even click to see his own blog... lol... xiong tagged me saying he will busy... guess he got attachment after the exam?? boon confirm is going attachment after exams... and this buddy of mine, YW, he got himself his other half... i mean a partner to love and care... im happy for him and shocked cuz i think i was the last to know? but nevertheless if there is any help you(YW) need... u can always consult ur frens around u... don keep to urself... alrite?? renzo... don be bothered at remarks ppl shoot at u... you are who you are... juz be happy wif urself and nth matters... tht person whoever he is... is a f**king retard who thinks he has no flaws... javier javier... the messenger of god among us... the future scientists... he look stressed to me... lol... think the mentor during his attachment is driving him crazy... if jav is the god's messenger then the mentor would be the king of hell...

The girls... there are some girls in our group we muz not forget... but i think they forgot about us... cuz they are so dam busy!! money is important... but money cant buy friendship!! but if the friendship between all is true... it wont bother us... =) shireen and cindy haven been really active most of the time... they are either working or events to go to... at least show ur face once in a month so we know you are doing great... ok... candy the only one who is quite free for a dinner but i guess her attachment starts she will not be anymore.... she is really a emo person... dam emo i tell u lol... can see she have alot of traffic in the small highway up her head...

Take care everyone... and all the best to those whose exams are coming up... and ganbatte for those still working... and shiok for those having holidays lol...

2008-08-08T17:06:00.013+08:00

Today I received a very meaning sms from Jav... the words has depth....

"Love is patient, Love is kind.
It does not envy, It does not boast, It is not proud.
It is not rude, It is not self-seeking, It is not easily angered, It keeps no record of wrongs.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

And I will give these words to my special someone... to let her know I'm always there by her side no matter wat happens... I love you Darling!

Exams in 6 days time... haven start studying but will start soon... looking forward to end of the exam lol.... cuz it will be full of fun after the exams... hope everyone is looking forward to tht too! =D

2008-08-03T13:22:00.002+08:00

First of all....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORENZO~!~!~!

i don even get any chance to say to him which was quite dissapointing.... lol cuz i don see him on friday... i don see him online via msn or cabal... i think i have his number but i got a feeling its not the right one... lol!!

I'll say this one more time mayb for next year as well cuz might not have the chance....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORENZO!!!! =D

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YewWien's Mummy!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE WHOSE BIRTHDAYS ARE BELATED OR COMING SOON!!!

Sorry for the caps cuz im excited...

I juz got home from Janet's house... we got a small gathering yesterday at her house... with TY Bryan, both my great primary school friends... Melvin from GYSS and his girl... Shun Hui also from GYSS... and the last guy is named Jeremy whose Janet's fren... omg he's a funny guy... dam funny... very sociable and communicable.... lol in short great fellow!! *thumbs up*

We were all drinking and eating and chatting and playing... we talked loads of crap and played some games which losers have to drink... it was a very fun night or i shld say a fun midnight... everyone's face was all red from laughing and drinking... hope to see them soon again... =)

Exams coming soon so lets all study first then play... just hope this quickly ends............

2008-07-30T00:15:00.003+08:00

The cycle is back!

After all projects, exams will be faced by almost everyone i know... sian rite? me too...

My current stage of my life is.... gaming... studying... working... basketball-ing.... such a simple life... but life is not tht simple... after this stage there will be another stage... i guess it will be working... solving adulthood problems.... making new friends and enemies... but of cuz no enemies the best... and since i'm not yet in the adulthood stage, im not going to think about those problems now... keeping in mind tht those problems will be faced later is good enough now... no need to think and solve it now... mayb wat im saying is abit unrealistic but seriously trying to solve it with my own ability now is futile... let us all think about wat im trying to say.... =)

A plastic surgeon says this "Because we see or observe others more than we see or observe ourselves everyday, we tend to compare and think that we are not good looking or not perfect..."

A psychologist says this "If a person has alot of confidence with himself/herself, he/she will not bother what others might think or say even when he/she wears a different pair of shoes without realising it."

Hmmm... these 2 statements are very logical... think about these as well... it might just be some advice for you guys reading this post... share ur opinions with me if u wan... =)

And i got a sudden craze for watching movies... LOL~~ mummy... money not enough... red cliff... and many more... dark knight is nice!! * Why so serious? Why so serious?*

2008-07-10T21:47:00.013+08:00

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apple
sat the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb

all the way
to the top
of the tree.

I found this somewhere... I juz like how this 'thoughts' are being structured in a tree... very nice...

Going into the content... I think I am one of the brave boys who climbed up the tall tree to pick that best apple. That apple is indeed the best and I have never regret it from that moment i decided to climb and picked it...

I hope everyone is as brave as me... =D regardless you're a girl or a boy... and if you're the boy or girl who share the same thoughts as me... keep it strong!! =)

2008-07-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

Time to update!! *Ring~* *Ring~*

Sorry man... the laziness is back to me to update my blog...

Last sat went to this Singapore's Toys & Comics Exibition(hope im not wrong about the name) in Suntec City... its was quite a dissapointment to the whole gang... as there was not a event which everyone was hoping for... there is actually but its not on the sat but on sun instead... it was the Anime Cosplay... awwww~~ but we only get to see the Movies Cosplay such as Star Wars, Star Trek, GODZILLA <--- LOL!! etc etc....

Only 5 of us went in the end which initially was 8... i dunno why and i don wan to know why cuz reasons are always hurtful.... but 3 came in the end... shocked but well... at least they came... hmmm... my gosh... eat too much of fast(fat) food tht day... BK for lunch and CJ for dinner... need to play basketball more liao lo... on tht very same day... AuditionSEA had an event in one of the Suntec Towers as well... looks boring cuz we dunno wats tht for... was hoping there was MapleSEA event but it was over... during tht event a guy came up and sing some songs for the audience... he was daring.. i admire lol... cuz i don dare... =X

Sunday i went to this Japanese School at Changi to play a friendly basketball match with them... well they are alrite... compared to my team... we are much stronger than them... ahaha =D

Stop here ba juz came back from part time work... dam tired... and need to work on a project... See ya!

2008-06-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

Today i went to catch a movie with Darling... Get Smart =P watching a movie was a once in a blue moon thingy for me lol... anyways... the movie was alrite... it was a comedy wat do u expect... lol!! 3/5 stars.. watch it and u will know =) after the movie... Darling and I went to Ajisen Ramen for our dinner... I ordered the Volcano ramen and dam it was spicy... she wanted the spicy octopus ramen(dry) but the staff said they have no more octopus... the staff said we can still order tht but w/o the octopus and will add 2 more slices of char siew... i was like this =.= no point ordering octopus ramen w/o octopus lol... so changed to some spicy minced pork ramen...

Actually I wanted to watch this movie on Wed which yw dan and renzo had a day off same as me and andrew... and andrew sugested it... BUT last min he got to do project... ok maybe not his fault... cuz his grp members wanted to do which i cant blame him.... y the sudden tot of watching movie on wed... me andrew and boon's class have to go back to sch at 7pm for a talk held by some professionals in the Fund Management industry... and decided to watch a movie before going for tht talk... Ok.. I honestly had no idea wat they are talking about... most of the time i was listening to wat they are saying from the left ear then went out to the right ear... then after the talk had a after-talk reception which have refreshments... i think most ppl went is becuz of the food i guess... including me... =X

I had leave from my part time job to go out this sat... looking forward to it!! =D will update where i went to to you guys....

2008-06-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

Wow... reading quite a few blogs on the guild thingy and found out everyone is still not happy with it...

To clarify and not to make things worst... what happened in the 1st place and how to solve it... Firstly... yes alvin may be taking things into his own hands and inviting unknown ppl into the guild which belongs to E8... but with the mind of making the guild stronger... but at least we could discuss this with everyone online...

Secondly... not everyone is online so it is very difficult to discuss together... and even when everyone is online excluding alvin and his gangs... nobody talks... hardly... everyone is doing their own stuff... i don deny tht i neve talk as well and thts becuz mostly they are afk or doin dungeon qst... sometimes it may be frustrating tht i ask something and nobody replys... only ask a few times then i get some reply... Conclusion would be tht alvin's gang are the people who made this guild more lively...

Thirdly... Lorenzo mention he is dissapointed and pissed with all of us... qns to ask... how about us?? honestly speaking... everyone in E8 is loyal to each other... when Lorenzo left the guild, we were all persuading and discussing how to get him back since alvin and gang left... but he still don want to come back?? then started saying joining alvin's guild... becuz Xiphoid is SO DEAD... no one came online, no one talks... we considered Lorenzo's feeling so decided to stay in Xiphoid but he still refuses to come back... we did everything tht would make Lorenzo happy and stay out of conflict cuz everyone is already pissed off... and thts how everyone went into alvin's guild now...

Lastly, yes it is a game afterall... i admit i get angry over a game sometimes but it is juz tht moment... after tht the emotion will be gone... cuz its juz a game...

Im explaining so Lorenzo can understand and hope he will read this too... we all meant well for each other... we wanted to create a win win situation like wat YW had suggested but it neve succeed... so Lorenzo i hope u will understand... not tht we are not loyal to you.. not tht we don treat u as fren... its juz sometimes u don have to get so worked up... we also need u to consider our feelings as well the moment when u decided to press the "leave guild" button and not intending to come back anymore... everyone was waiting for u...

I am sorry for not telling u tht we left guild and im sure everyone else is sorry as well... and wat made us do tht cuz the guild is really dead w/o anyone in it... cheers alrite? i hope this will clarify quite a number of things... forgive and forget is wat we shld all really do now... = )

2008-06-15T13:32:00.002+08:00

1 week down...

1 more week to go...

Struggling with projects cuz i haven done any.... but starting tmr which is monday gonna work on some... but i know i will fininsh but is the quality good im not sure... lol... mayb i am really slack... it gives me some pressure when boon and drew are always doing projects while im not... its like they have more projects than me but we are in the same class same course... stress ar~~

Friday went to play basketball near Jav's house tht CC... quite usual... more ppl though... then after tht went meet the guys for dinner... but i saw girls too... reen and boon's gf, Janice (If im rite) and was surprised to see boon and andrew there... lol... cuz they have the projects face!!

Chat for awhile then went mac and chat for awhile again then go home... dan and yw went andrew's house to watch soccer... they asked me too but im too tired and not interested in soccer lol...

We chat alot on friday mostly funny stuff contributed by dan... ahaha... and reen told us about her spooky encounter in the girls toilet cum changing room at the sports hall(corridor before entering sports hall) in NYP... lol and half of the time dan is saying some funny stuff and im interrupting... lol... although wat reen told us is quite mysteriously spooky... mayb she is imgaining things ba lol... cuz it is afternoon and she juz finish running under the hot sun... =)
if really is... juz say u're only passing by and wont disturb anymore... tht will do i guess...

world is full of mysteries even scientists cant explain... (Jav work hard!)

2008-06-11T21:40:00.003+08:00

Internet was down for the past few days... I cant use it since Sunday... dam dam boring and so i cant blog... and cant chat and play games...

Today i went k box wif YW dan andrew and wei hsiang... it was fun singing again... after k box went pasta to eat dinner... wei xiong and jav met us too... even though it was only a short while, it is still good for juz a small gathering to talk and eat dinner together... boon supposedly have to come.. but he say he got project lots of excuses... k box i told everyone like 1 month ago and still say this kind of things... so dissapointed.... i still manage to persuade him to come... but still cant cuz his project member don allow him to... where is justice in this world!? holidays and still cant come out to have some fun and relaxation?! pity boon... mayb u're juz too hardworking... and im not slack ok!! i planned everything in hor... including relaxation time and study time...

While my internet was down... i cant Cabal for quite awhile... and something happened!! renzo quitted our guild... followed by some others wei xiong's frens... heard becuz one don like the other to add in more ppl into our guild or smth... then argue and left in the end... haiz.. this kind of things happen again... i don wan to say so much la... who is right who is wrong let those who are present in tht situation to judge... later i kena flame again...

Blog again next time... Ja Ne~

2008-06-05T01:54:00.002+08:00

BACK~~?!?!

=D

Busy and Lazy to update... sorry! >.<

lots and lots and lots of things happened in the past few months... and i forgot all of it... becuz i got the feeling tht lots have happened for tht last few mnths... haha!!

Hope everyone are doing fine and don forget about me!! =P

P.S: I love the songs I have right now!

2008-02-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

What Alex Hong Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Some are really quite true... sugoui desu ne... some are not for me to judge but for frens of mine to judge... ppl around you tends to see clearer of your own personality than yourself... lol...

2 more papers to go... hope it will end soon... but im quite lazy to study... no mood and motivation... as you can see I typing here at this time and not studying AND tmr morning is my paper... ahaha! =D

Take care my frens... study hard for exams... play hard while it's holidays for you... and work hard if you are working as a part time... everything is for ur own sake and the ppl you love... =)

2008-01-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

Life is like a boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Breathing in the distance
As if I've become transparent
It seemed to be the dark
But I was merely blindfolded

I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People's hearts move
And want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle
Brings along boats again

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

The journey is still continuing
On the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle
Begins to shine on boats again

I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly

Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after the next
But that's a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey
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Exams are around the corner, Chinese New Year is around the corner, my attachment is around the corner.

The above will take place after each event... tiring man... first thing first... STUDY!

2008-01-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

OMG ITS BEEN 2 WHOLE WEEKS SINCE I LAST UPDATED!!! =D

Hahaha~! sorry.. i din have the time to update... cuz i really have no time and part of it is laziness...

31 Dec

I went to meet my sec sch frens for a new year eve gathering dinner... they look the same although i din see them for about 4 mths... we went to Seoul Garden for our dinner... the environment is nice... the food are quite nice even though its always the same lol... the people im eating with are the best of the best... and the service there SUCKS! dam it... we paid for $32 bucks and all we get is 2 and half hours of food enjoyment together with a group of good frens after such a long time... we were asked by the staff there tht we have a time limit and we are given half an hour more to finish up... wtf =.= i rather go pariss international to eat and i can enjoy until they close....

After we got chased out... some of them decided to take group photos and individual photos... and then Candy and Hui En got to go... awww~ juz a dinner and thts it? oh well... cant blame them though... and the rest was standing there for about an hour chit chatting and thinking where to go next... headache isnt it? when all the places in SG we have been to and its crowded everywhere we are going... then decided to go Otaku no Ouchi meaning House of Otakus... its a shop tht sells anime stuff... from key chains to soft toys to anime cosplay... some staff were cosplaying as well... although i dunno wat the rest were talking about... but i guess i roughly know tht they were saying xiong likes one of the girl staff there and thought she was cute... well... GO GET HER NUMBER!!! lolz~ =P Some went off and i know Shireen went to Orchard to meet her boyfren...

Then i was waiting for Darling to come... so all of us can set off to our next desination... think it was a pub or smth... but they couldnt find it... so we ended up at Coffeebean... all of us bought smth to drink while darling bought a bagel and gingerbread man... we were all chatting and laughing all the way... Cindy went off and Boon's brought his girl to join us.... chatted till ard 11.30pm and we set off to Esplanade... there was so many ppl... and on the way met some ppl i knew... such as Chee Heng -.-lll though i din directly talk to him(her)... o.O

Waiting for the fireworks to happen... And it did... it was beautiful... Happy 2008!

I didnt immediately update this blog cuz as i said... i was busy... doing projects and stuff... cuz after the hols... school starts and lots of projects are need to be handed in... ard 4 projects... the week when sch starts was busy researching and writing reports... day after day... then the following week was busy preparing for presentations and skits... and reports as well... it was so chaotic and i was stressed up... cuz i need to work as well... lucky all was over... =)

Now im back to normal... but exams are coming up soon... need to study... i hate studying but i got no choice... need to pass this exam or im dead meat... after the exams is chinese new year... dunno wat am i going to do... need to plan things again... work and paying visits... then after CNY is IPP... attachment to company.. wonder wat company is it and wat to do when im there... NO HOLIDAYS FOR ME AND ANDREW!!! T.T good luck~~

I've come to the end of my updated blog... thank you for your time and kind attention... lolz... sorry again for late updates... mata ashta ne...

2007-12-28T01:07:00.001+08:00

Ho ho ho~~ christmas is over le and the new year is juz around the corner... excited??? anxious?? lolz~

christmas eve and christmas day i was working... but after tht went to chalet at changi... its juz next to the old changi hospital... wow its so eerie juz by looking at the building... brokens windows, dropped-off paint, quiet atmosphere... and stories heard from friends about tht place... BOO!! scared? lol... anyway... the chalet was organized by darlings' cousins and families... reached there it was ard 10+ to 11pm after work... i took bus down to pasir ris to meet darling before his dad fetched us there... went there to BBQ and presents exchanged... earlier they were playing pictionary but i wasnt there so dunno wats going on.. lolz... we played the numbers game as well.. guess rite tht number and u're forfeited... 12+am we go home liao... i stayed over at darling's house... then the next day have to go work in the morning... she too have to go...

Christmas day... after work went to meet darling at Tampines to take bus go the changi chalet... reached there she showed me a hamster which was given to her as x'mas pressie by her colleague... tht hamster is naughty la... tried to stroke him in the box and he started screaming... lolz... mayb he's juz too 'new' to humans as he's only 4 weeks old... reached there about 5pm and darling's cousin were playing captains ball... lolz... i joined in as well... my team lost in the end and was splashed wif water... ahaha... BBQ for dinner and after tht rushed to darling's house to bathe... we have to catch a movie after tht... the movie title was Mr. Magonium's Magical Eporium i guess... not sure about the title cuz i last min knew about it.. quite a comedy wif some emotional scenes at the end... overall a 7 out of 10... lolz...

After the movie... we all seperated cuz next day was a working day... everyone has to work except for the kids of cuz... tht day was the most unforgettable experience i had... one of darling's cousin sent me home on his bike... wow thts cool man... its my 1st time riding on a bike... the feeling is so dam cool.... riding on the express way wif nth surrounding u compared to riding a car... the winds are strong and howling through the helmet... cool~~ wont forget tht experience i had... =D

Merry Christmas to all and a Happy New Year...

PS: Happy Belated Birthday Ah Pek Boon!!

2007-12-21T02:46:00.000+08:00

Monday i went to watch a movie at Vivo... Alvin and the chipmunks... one word 'Hilarious'... its very funny especially the singing part... so cute wor they sing.... i watched wif darling and her bro and gf... after watching the movie went shopping ard... shop for christmas presiie... darling wanted to buy me a pair of shoes cuz mine like.... u know... went three stripes(Addidas) to look for a similar pair... then went Converse... saw this red pair of shoes... i think look like dan's and Yew wien's one... wanted to buy... but the size smaller by 1... sadded... can fit exactly only but a little tight at the front so i don wan... then din buy lo... then shop awhile more for clothings and stuff then go back liao...

Have been working as well even on public holidays... have planned my next week schedule liao... im oso working on eve and christmas day... double pay!! after tht can go party wif darling le... cuz working in the morning...

1 week is almost over... and my projects haven done yet... omg... im going to do after this post so i better stop now or else cant slp le... oyasuminasai~!

2007-12-17T02:25:00.001+08:00

Past few days working... now holidays le... going to work more... earn more money... can buy things for my darling which she wants... can buy clothes and shoes for myself... lolz... then will be back to square 1... no money... =.=lll

Today is 17 of December... and 15 of December is yew wien's birthday... although its over but lucky i still rmb... how could i forget rite... he was once my best fren... don think i will get to say happy birthday or celebrate wif him again... anyway i always din get the chance... i rmb last or the year before... cant rmb well... many were going to celebrate his birthday... and i dunno about it but last min found out... but still i din... i chose not to go... y? its the past le so nvm... i bought him a mouse as a birthday pressie... cuz everytime i went his house last time... i ask him y his mouse keep changing... he keep telling me the mouse spoil liao very lousy... so i decided to buy him one as a spare that doesnt seem to spoil easily... lolz... hope the mouse is still working now... anyway.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY~!~!~! HOPE YOU STAY WELL AND HEALTHY~!~!

Projects and work.... Jia You ALEX!!! you can do it!! I believe in you!! =D

2007-12-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

It's yet another busy week... no a few weeks... lucky school days are coming to a break... been doing projects... studying for tests... working... mapling... but 1 bad news... the holidays are not holidays at all!! i still have to do projects... so sianz... kept thinking why NYP is not like RP have no exams and group projects over the holidays...

Haven seen my darling for a very long time liao... she got her Annual Leave for about a week an tht week was my project and ICA week... baka desu! too bad lor... but! going to meet her soon... this coming sunday and monday... planning to watch movie and shopping... whew~ finally have some on hands spare cash to use liao... or else this coming x'mas will be a small pressie for darling... ahaha...

Getting used to working and studying at the same time liao... it's flexible so i will continue to work even if i have another job which pays higher... not because there is free burgers everytime i work... is the flexibility of my work schedule... i can last min plan my schedule cuz its my sister planning... wahaha =P the ppl are nice and steady... very easy going... lolz.. is this the 2nd time im talking about them??!? looks like it... ahaha!!

Actually this friday going to meet up wif my ex sec classmates... but i forgot i wanted to go then i put my schedule lor... aiya anyway same thing la... i go there cfm nth to do de... cuz long time din go sure there's a 'gap'... its alrite... i'll see if next fri can make it anot provided i rmb not to work on tht day...

I LOVE JAP~~ JA NE!!

2007-12-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

YO!

It's been long... since i last watched an anime... lolz... not blogging... there is nth for me to write... wat have i been doin and not watching anime? mapling lo... getting stick to it cuz 4th job out and there is a goal to meet... the goal is getting all my skills... dan and xiong started playing oso... they said very sian nth to do... lolz... hope it will last long though...

Last Friday which was 30th Nov... had a basketball competition in school... aiya.. those small small event very little ppl know about it de... cuz not many teams were there and 1 day can complete the whole competition.. lolz... my team consists of me, JK and wai ho... we lost the 1st match cuz not used to it yet PLUS the opponent is dam smelly la.... as in they play cheat? cuz elbow fly here fly there... after i shoot the person deliberately bang me... all tht kind of underhand moves la... 2nd and 3rd match we won... if we lose the 2nd time we can go home liao... but we manage to stay in the game until the 4th match... we played against the SAME team!! ZzZzZzZzZz dam sian lo... lose again... ahaha... don mind don mind... play for fun and experience only...

Yesterday met up wif my dar... went Giant shopping with her family and went Bedok north to eat dinner... ate the famous Bak Chor Mee which is noodles soup with meatballs... special eh? not the usual bak chor mee we know... ahaha... then went back to her house to watch TV... all comedy shows... then when going off, dar told me mayb cant meet for 3 mths... mayb only... oso dunno where she going... she's sad and cried for abit... even though i dunno wat is she going to do and cant meet for 3 mths... i told her its alrite... after tht can meet ma... still can talk on phone... but actually im very very depressed... shed some tears on the bus(w/o ppl noticing)... then tell myself... its ok!! 3mths is short... i can endure... but its the best i can see her...

Finally very TMD!! i din know today had a ICA on some computer module.. dunno wtf is tht module for... of cuz i din study cuz i dunno... dam sian la... lucky i came late or else i sat the paper w/o knowing anything... i told the lecturer i dunno can came late hope to gove me a make up... he said look for him on the next lesson... HOPE THERE IS A MAKE UP!! *crossed fingers*

2007-11-25T04:26:00.000+08:00

Finally ICA week is over... has been going crazy over the ICAs for the past few days... 1 paper after another... but i din study much leh... study abit here and there... but i think i manage to get through those papers ba... im contented if i pass already... im thinking when taking my ICAs... how come sec sch teacher teach the subjects can unds abit here and there... see the qns oso can do... come to poly diff le... lecturer say things listen... after tht do the qns don even know... like neve study b4... ahaha... only need to flip to the lecture notes then unds wat is going on... is it my brain become old le cannot rmb wat lecturer taught... or i've been becoming more stupid... ahaha...

Surprised... during my ICA week... maple came out 4th job... wahahaha... made me cant concentrate study sia... study half way think about 4th job skills.... wat shld i add... go where hunt the skills... etc etc etc... play and study at the same time... *tsk tsk tsk* most of u muz be thinking wat the hell am i doin... haha... maple more impt than study is it... no la... i really cant concentrate ma.. at least got study... i know wat sort of qns or topic will be out so study those impt ones can liao lo... but real exam i wont like tht la... i promised... AND IM A PALADIN!!! WOOOOO~~~

AnDeLu's birthday juz pass... managed to wish him a happy birthday on the actual day... asked him whether the rest of his buds had celebrate wif him he told me they did... thts nice... but din qns further... cuz went to andrew's blog to see le... long time din see them le... hope u guys are doing well... Jav's hair is long again... haha.. like ah beng leh... only get to see Jav's pic nia... others bo leh...

Things have totally changed already... my life is so so different now... study work and darling... basketball as well... my world revolves around these things to do and people i love... how about frens?? compared to last time... my thinking was frens are the most impt things i cant lose... if i had lose them wat would i do... thinking tht my world will sink... but it happened... my world did sink for awhile... even quarelled wif family when im feeling down... quarrelled wif darling about every little things... im so pathetic... so wat if they are gone... i can still live on and walk my path... the only path i walk alone... i think my only real fren left is Ivan... even though we din meet for a long time due to my work and time accompanying darling.. plus weekdays i have school and he have to work... he still managed to contact every now and then to check on me.... how am i doing... any problems met or not... when i pick up his call... im relieved... tht i still have this last fren to talk to... this last fren to ask me how have i been doin... im really fortunate to have met Ivan... cheers! for him... =)

Man.. i think this was a long post... haha... work was fun even though pay is low... my colleagues are all nice and out going ppl... fun to talk to... is it cuz im older than most of them?? most are like 15 16... the older than me ppl are also very nice... the seniors there who have worked for like yrs already... the managers are oso very nice... talk cock wif their employees... laugh tgt... help work wif each other... definitely don have any conflicts between any of them... but sometimes my sis is juz too strict la... scold this and tht... then i see my colleagues their face change liao... but they oso still laugh and talk happily tgt like nth happened... thts how it shld be like... i like this kind of working environment... same as the one when im working in Tradewinds... thts y i still cant forget about the days when im working there...

Waaa late liao... go slp liao lo... tmr morning i wan play basketball... then meet up wif darling... seems like i din see her for a long time even though i last saw her was tuesday... actually it was a long time... missed her so much le... lights out!

2007-11-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

Last week and the week before was chionging marketing management project. Finished it just on time. =D

Had been working for the last 3 days straight... tired~~ then this coming week 4 ICAs!! OMG man... not enough time to study!! got biz law, jap language, biz finance and accounting... power man... think can study on time ba... i have already tot of the studying plan liao... lolz..

I can work for 3 days straight cuz Darling went Bintan for holiday wif her family... miss her so much lo... think about her everyday... think until not enough slp... ( exagerating la ) but i really felt lonely and sianz... din talk to her for 3 days le... i wonder how is she... think she having fun... hope nth bad has happened such as lost things or fall down... or sick... watashi worried ma... think she coming back tmr ba... or tues.. forgot le... aiya... juz hope to see her as sson as possible la... talk to her i oso happy...

Im studying now.... so... off i go!! =P

2007-11-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

How long has it been since i updated? 5 days only... I tot it was longer than tht... anyway nth to say so im going to slp in awhile... hmmm... how about a lyrics which might resemble my thoughts and feelings when im wif my darling... sometimes I really feel tht way... some might unds some might not... take care!!

Do you remember what you said to me?
It's been ringing in my heart...
You should know that what your words can do to me
It rumbles so high...
It tumbles so light...

You're beautiful
Oh, I have to say, you're beautiful
It's hard to deny it
You smile, and I can easily cry...

You know, you make me feel like a girl
Since I met you, I feel like a girl
It's amazing, so different way to be
And now, it seems like I'm falling
Into love, into love...

You can answer to what I said to you
I give you the sweet part of my heart
So don't hurt me, if you feel the same way
We can make today high...
We can make it so bright...

You're an angel
When I met you, it was miracle
Impossible not to feel it, we share the moment...

You know how much I feel like a girl
Because of you, I feel like a girl
It's like new window opening to me
So now, it seems like I'm falling

You know, you make me feel like a girl
Since I met you, I feel like a girl
It's amazing, so different way to be
And now, it seems like I'm falling
Into love, into love...

2007-11-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

Tired!!! Last 2 days only slept for 5-6 hours only...

Wed was a dam long day like i said before... in the evening i went to play basketball at the court behind Guangyang... played with JK and some of his friends and my friends... after that went home bathe to go out again... went to one of my primary sch fren's house... Janet some may know... went her house played mahjong... the players are all my primary sch frens... we are good buddies thts y neve forget each other... juz seldom talk and ask each other out only... neve fail to have a great laugh wif them de... very enjoyable... we played from 11+pm to 3am... can u believe it?!? =.= dam slow la... ahaha!! after tht 3 of us left Janet's house... then we decided to eat cup noodles and talk... talk about many things... the past, the present... but not the future lolz... talked until 5+am... i got work on the public holiday... T.T i din get to slp much so bo bian lo...

I tot public holiday would have many ppl... but in the end it's the same la... only peak hours many ppl... other time very little order... then slack lo... drink peach tea.. clean my area... double pay some more... very still quite little la compared to others... worked until 9pm knocked off go off rest...

Very tired now even as im typing... ahaha... SLEEP~~

2007-11-07T16:07:00.001+08:00

Today was a very long long day in school.... had a 8 hours straight lessons without lunch break... unbelievable man... dam becuz of tmr's public holiday... deepavali... =.= then every lesson tmr are all bring forward as make up... have to rush tutorials... so tiring...

After a long day finally get to be home and rest for awhile... but nth to do leh... am reading a comic now titled Air Gear... not bad ba... comedy plus fighting using rollerblades with 2 wheels... cool man...

Been so busy lately until no time to maple... lolz... nth to be sad actually... juz feel like im forgetting smth... darling oso long time din play liao... then im angry wif her ytd for not answering her phone... becuz she din on the phone plus its always on silent... =.= talked wif her mum about some accounting stuff she dunno... im not so sure either so dunno how to help...

And about the matter Lorenzo talked about on his blog... wat i can say only was it takes 2 hands to clap... even if im willing doesnt mean the other party is willing... i have gotten over everything already... yes everything... it doesnt matter anymore... at least to me... i dare say im changed person after tht incident...

Signing off take care...

2007-11-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy busy~~!

Have been busy quite recently... i started working in MOS burger as a part time job now... 1 week a few days only... and the pay quite low la... but bo bian cuz cant find other jobs and my sis working as manager as well so easier for me...

Working in MOS burger was quite fun ba... when come to busy is very busy cuz its the peak hours for dinner... then i very sow T.T... so sad.. i still a newbie... i juz started to learn the kitchen only so is making the rice burgers... making the normal burgers haven learn yet.. counter and customer service muz oso learn... thts all for my job ba...

Past few days nth lo... watch show, find darling, play basketball... everyday like tht de... getting used to it already... think write until here ba...

2007-11-01T02:15:00.000+08:00

Naaahaha~ 1st November...

Nah... its nth special for this date... juz decided to blog today only... cuz its after halloween? i din know it was halloween when i saw the event annoucement in Maple website... anyway... came back from my darling's house... it was the usual meet up after my lessons and her work... I juz went to her house only... eat lunch, watch TV, sleep together hugging... =D then suddenly her bro told darling tht the hamster is gone!! o.O how could this had happened... by the way the hamster is named "Jason" because it was borned on Friday the 13th... we searched the whole house but to no avail... and once we saw a body like hamster lying at the corner of a balcony ledge on 2nd storey ( we saw from the fifth storey)... darling's bro went down to ask but it was juz a can and tissue paper... tht gives us hope tht Jason is still in the house... ard somewhere i guess... or it has really "committed suicide" by jumping off the balcony... how Jason ran out from the cage is still a mystery to all of us... =.=

I and darling juz went back to the room since we cant find any hamster body... we watched TV until dinner time... not much interesting programmes on weekdays though... it sure was a normal day... after tht ard 11pm+ went home... she accompany me down since i told her i would buy snacks for her since i ate her's... lolz... then she see me to the bus stop... wonder when could see her again... 1 week few days only... this supposedly to meet her but she going out wif her frens? not confirmed yet though... if yes.. i will be bored!!! and then bid farewell wif a kiss upon seeing the arrival of my bus... =)

2007-10-26T02:22:00.000+08:00

Suddenly decided to log in and write something... dunno juz feel like it... cuz i got a feeling mayb next time i will open it up again... of cuz not telling anyone la.... i juz wan to write my feelings only ba....

Its been SO many months since i last log in.. lolz... it was so nostalgic when i began typing my login and psw... ahaha... basically oso nth to write la... juz comment on how i feel lo... for now and the past few mnths...

Actually... i have neve forget about them... nobody will forget about their good frens juz like tht de... haiz... it seems like i have brought this to myself... for being too nice and kind?? thts y im being stepped over the head?? haiz.... i haven seen any of them for a great deal of time already... dunno how they have been doin... andrew, boon and aishah i still see them in sch... saw shireen once... was walking in front of xiong one day and realise it was him cuz he was talking so loudly and i recognised tht voice... ahaha... sometimes i see dan after playing bball on Monday nite... but no more i guess... wonder how is he... and jav and lorenzo as well... seems like lots have happened wif them... most impt was yw... wonder how is he... lolz... he is the quiet type tht wont say things out... but i think he changed le ba... since he got lorenzo and dan the 2 best frens to confide in... he shld be doin alrite...

Sometimes wondering if i met him on the strts wat wld i do,,, wat wld i say... since i always go to the mrkt he usually goes to... and on Sunday nite he and his family wld eat dinner at the coffee shop... for so long le neve meet means no fate lor... ahaha... expected la...

I think i will blog again if have the time... hope it would often ba...

2007-09-05T14:21:00.000+08:00

I think it has come to an end already... friendship?? mayb... there is always a hurt when it comes to an end... well... since they don feel it... means they have moved on... so should i...

Since they don wan to stand out and say anything.... no... they neve did... i am always the only one standing out to say something... aiya watever... since its the end... then let it be... let it sink to the btm and neve be raised up ever again...

I have left msgs... left my thoughts... still no reactions.. no answers... do i have to beg for it? or find out myself? or u will tell me?? it doesnt really matters now... is their own feelings anyway... its always not about mine....

And decided to close down this blog in the next few days or next week.... y close down? ppl teach us thoughts and feelings will be brought to the other parties if it is written down or spoken to them... but it seems like it wont work... at least it neve did for me... anything can juz drop by the MSN or email me... u all shld have...

Ok last thing... ermm... thx those who have been frens wif me... i appreciated it... even u didnt... thx anyway... oh ya... this is the last post from this blog.......

2007-09-02T00:27:00.000+08:00

OK... its time to clear things out...

Firstly... the last entry was not shooting u YW... i wasnt meant to be at all... im trying to tell u im angry at u becuz u did this and tht which i mentioned earlier in the last entry... u cleared the misunderstandings already rite... u said MSN is continuosly giving u problems... the maple thing... how am i supposed to know if its u or other ppl... u said he didnt reply is not ur prob... but 1stly do i know its ur fren? i was worried for u ok? i tot its some hacker... anyway... i oso gave u a missed call at 2am plus... did u see?? u can call me back to ask y did i call u rite? MOST importantly... im not shoooting u... im juz telling how i feel towards this kind of situation and suggested wat u can do... i do things at the best interest for u... alrite?

Secondly... like i had tagged... i really wan to know wats the problem tht make u feel this way... u said wei xiong oso understand... i oso wan to understand... you, as the bestest best fren of mine wan to know... mayb u don treat me as a fren anymore after this had happen... even though i will say its ok... but actually its not... its not ok if i lose u as a fren... i will cry... so... i really wan to know.. talk it out wif me...

Thirdly... about lorenzo issue... im not stating in all the entries i hate him... i don hate him... i will still consider him as a fren... i said it before and i will say it again... im afraid and guilty of how ppl will think about wat i said... im not shooting him tht i said when he's ard i wont go... im juz trying to say if he is there... i can go as well... cuz u all think tht he go i wont go... thts all... on his side i dunno... like i said b4 don assume... actually im not tht happy if all of us are there and lorenzo is not... 1st part would be everyone might think im the bad guy here... second would be YW will be bored... so i hope he was here so at least YW and xiong or dan as well... wont be bored... get wat im trying to say? not shooting anyone... juz plainly telling how i feel...

Anyway... since things have turned out into like tht... and i have said wat i needed to... and again.... sorry for wat i have said tht may offend anyone... i don wan things to turn out this way either... i have regretted it alot... i don wan to continue like tht... worse case i juz wont see anyone anymore... juz hope u are in my shoes who is trying to help out my best fren here... not thinking y am i so stupid or such a jerk... period..

2007-09-01T09:57:00.000+08:00

This entry will be abit emo... so be understanding...

Firstly... im very dissapointed in my grp of frens... am i not included in tht grp anymore?? y do i always have to FIND OUT where u are going or meeting somewhere... some more is accidentally or coincidentally... im not told of the matter everytime... a few days back tht thurs as an example... u all were meeting and im not aware of it... andrew oso know even if he cant go... how u know i cant go?? or is it tht lorenzo is going thts y din ask me? is he so much of tht influence tht u WILL know i wont go... don assume!! ask!! unless don wan me to go lo... i LL...

Secondly... this will be about YW... im angry wif u YW... very angry... angry until i really dunno wat to say liao... wats wrong wif u YW?? heard from jav and shireen tht on tht thurs meeting... u went off suddenly from the whole grp... of cuz not u only.. wif xiong... i heard they were chatting and the both of u juz put ur head down to slp... is it tht boring? nvm the slping part... from wat i know... the rest saw both of u slping and doesnt wan to disturb thts y move away and chat... when both of u wake up then juz left and wander on ur own... u told jav both of u were being left out..... NO! i shld say y both of u leave them out? i even explain to shireen tht u were tired cuz u told me u didnt had enuff slp... u slept at 5am...

Yesterday at Kbox as well... i saw u being emo by yourself... can u tell me wat u do when u go Kbox?? u shld sing rite?? but u don... always rejecting ppl when they ask u to... wats the point of me passing u the remote control? i wan u to sing... i even ask u to sing wif me... u reject me as well... we all didnt leave u out... u are leaving us out... we did ask xiong and jav to sing rite?? they don wan i can understand... xiong and jav seldom listen to chinese songs... but u?? i tried to find opportunities to talk to u... but going to the toilet were all the guys together so cant... after the session i want to ask u and talk to u... u and xiong left the room 1st... i came out and found out tht u both have left already... wtf?!? not even saying goodbye to the rest? dam pissed la... and if u told me u went to eat CJ... im really gonna blow up... u shld know y la when u cant go wif us to celebrate siewkae's bday at steamboat...

Why am i saying all this... im trying to help... help u not to leave us out from the grp... i can see jav is trying too... but he dunno how... im already being left out very jia lat le... do u wan it as well?? i talked to u last nite... u didnt reply... ok... i tell myself u are in Lineage so cant reply... i wan to ask u on the password to ur blog... even u cant reply immediately... i said juz leave me a msg can liao... MSN chat window wont close unless i sign out... but u didnt... ur char in maple logged on at 2am today... i pm-ed u but no response... i went to find u but u seem to run away very quickly from the map... i dunno is it u anot la... IF its u... its a very irritable thing to do not to reply to me... IF its not u... then u better find out who the fuck is it...

Going on to ur blog's requiring password msg... u said ONLY PPL WHO HAD OBTAINED THE PASSWORD PERSONALLY FROM U CAN ENTER, OTHERS PLS FUCK OFF... i tried to OBTAINED it form u... but u didnt tell me... so shld i say im the one to fuck off?? then i suggest u to change it to those ppl whom u HAD given the password personally to can enter... others who didnt will fuck off...

YW... are u getting wat im trying to say anot?!?! don say things like u are being left out when u are not... im trying to help u ok... u are the precious and closest fren i got so i WAN to help... i NEED to help... mayb u don need my help cuz im not ur fren anymore... cuz i don know wat is going thru ur mind... i have said already... if u have problems tell me... i will try to help as much as i can... but all u did was keep quiet or mayb u told some1 else... if u told some1 else... thts good... but the majority of the grp still dunno wat is going thru ur mind...

And finally YW... if u are angry or unhappy about the things i have said... feel free to talk to me... we are all grown up already... can talk things out rite?? u wan call me or meet me... msn chat or tag box oso can... i juz wan to know wat is going thru ur mind... ok... sorry in advance for the things i have said...

2007-08-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

Wow! today was rather a heavy rain... was supposed to play tennis wif YW and Cindy at YCK recreational club... saddened that we could not play due to the downpour... i think YW was pretty sad cuz he wanted to play tennis for such a long time... but dam it has to rain... i went YW house after school thts y this occurred to me... my shoes and socks are all drenched la... thanks to NYP 'straight and flat' roads...

Pass few days was a long week end for me... can rest lots... of cuz.. spent lots of times wif YW the best pal and my darling... and Dan of cuz... the hip hop guy... lolz... =D he can play dota and dance at the same time!!! u don see him doing tht when he is losing la... ahaha!! GOMEN YW... trouble u so much... u are the only fren i've got when im totally free from school days... even though we are always gaming and watching tv... sometimes i juz hope we can talk about anything... its ok... someday...

Sunday... went to play basketball in the evening... not alot of ppl... quite boring... then Ivan came.. at least better... but it turn out not so good... me and him had a little... juz a little conflict... mayb becuz of wat i said and wat he said when playing the 4V4 match... i started getting abit serious when playing... pushed someone else when getting rebounds and accidentally hit Ivan's eye when trying to steal the ball... it was an accident... apologised and i carry on like nth happened... tht is y i hate myself for doin tht... i will think tht they will think im not serious or not sincere... but tht is how i am... when i say sorry, I AM SERIOUS AND SINCERE... to add more guilt... towards the end... i accidentally pass a ball very hard without looking or u can say the 'no look pass'... it hit the very same guy that i pushed earlier rite in the face... i went forward apologised and look at his face... i was saying sorry countless times... feeling guilt still... continue the match and ended it quickly... i didnt mean it ok... i din look at him ma... but anyway... basketball is always like tht... i had injuries countless of times before... even breaking finger and going home wif scratches and bruises on my whole body... not trying to say basketball is a violent game... but accidents do occur... anyhow, its over...

gonna go study... tmr got a test... gambatte ne~

2007-08-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

It was a fun day in classical lesson yesterday... it was during the customer service lesson... we have to role play on a certain scenerio for good quality of customer service... dam funny la... everyone was laughing before it started... ok la.. i will describe 1 grp's role play...

Scenerio will be a customer bought an expired thing... the sales attendant have to handle the customer... 2 girls were supposed to role play this but 1 of them being the cusotmer shld be angry ma... u had 1 whole night of sh*tting to do will u still be calm?? ahaha... this girl's act was calm and gentle... plus her soft tone towards the sales attendant... teacher said she shld be angry and raising her voice a little more... but still cannot... then another grp propose tht this particular guy will act the angry customer as he got a loud voice... he dam funny la... before he act he pray... ahaha... wat did he do was... he speak in a louder voice to the sales attendant saying the can of food he bought was expired... and he sh*t last night until he bled staining the pants red *pointing his finger to his butt*... the way he said was really funny... lolz... he demanded to see the manager and ONLY exchange for another can of food... wat a nice customer... ahaha...

I role played a sales attendant in a supermarket helping a cusotmer look for Chinese Vinegar... my grp planned with a few lines to memorise.... but when i act out... it was wrong... totally wrong... i NGed the most out of all the grps... dam funny la... cuz in the end my scenerio only needs 2 lines to show tht it is good quality of service... ahaha... saying good day to the customer and leading the way to vinegar shelf... =.=lll

Share this with u guys when u are working in the front line service industry... muz smile to the customers and have eye contact... this are the basics... there are more... if u wan to know u can ask me... =D

Oyasuminasai~~

2007-08-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

Guess who's back~ back again~

Nothing to report leh... classical start liao... end of my slacking days... and i can still tell the teacher during introduction in class that i have learnt to rest when there is the time to... i am always slacking!!! =D *big big grins*

Today went dota-ing in AMK raiders wif YW andrew and dan... sian la... the AI cheat de... they are a bunch of cheaters!! they gain lvl faster than us and they have more money than us... they lvl in front of me 2 times in a row... lvl 1 jump to lvl 3... wtf... cheaters!! nvm nvm... we still win in the end... our teamwork crush and owned them... ahaha... sorry to those who don understand wat i'm saying...

1 last thing before i sign off... GRATZ DAN FOR LIVING HIS DREAM!!! he finally went to dance classes... he is dam power... i think among the all of us... he changed the most!! he is getting cooler and cooler by the day... admire u man... dan!! u are our idol... i'll hope i see u in project superstar some day... u rock at singing... rock at dancing... rock at basic beat-boxing!! ahaha... anxious about the day when we all go k box next friday... u muz dance to allow our eyes opened... =P support u all the way pal!! GANBATTE~~

I'll support everyone as well who wants to do wat they like... except for crime la... =.=

Ok... hope to see my bunch of great frens soon... although im not going on the fridays gathering anymore in case someone is unhappy and WILL affect is mood and any other thing like adding more problems to him... i will stay clear of his way to talk and have fun wif HIS frens...

2007-08-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

Woooohooo!!! FSRC days finally over!! today was the last day in FSRC and there is still a final presentation as well... so sianz... daijobu daijobu... its over already... now is free & easy... rest & relax... wahahahaha~ =D

Oh man~~ my cough is back again!! dam sick la... cough here and there... cant sleep at night... sleep le after awhile wake up again... WTH!! =.= if really cannot liao im gonna go see a doc... so ma fan la... dare tuskete!?!?

So.... how is everybody?? doin fine?? exams are finally here... all the best to those taking exams... ganbatte kudaisai!!

Last thing... had Japanese guests in my house... and they will be staying for a few days... they are my aunt's fren... i know them as well... but now i shy... ahaha... shy to talk to them...

Ok ba.. stop here le.. take care alrite...

2007-08-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

TMD!!! yesterday night after i blog finish... i decided to slp le... my bag is on my bed so i need to put on the floor... then i shun bian clear the things inside for monday ma... KNS... guess wat came out from my bag... a FCKING COCKROACH!!! fck la... i tio scare la... oso dunno will fly anot... lucky not fly de... wa lao... shocked leh!!! it crawl under the mattress la... i need to clear all my pillows then bring up the mattress... sian lo... my house no bygon... then i tried smth stupid... i use my Addidas deoderant spray on it leh... ahaha... no effect... =.=lll

I went take newspaper chase it down my bed... then it run to the corner... whack it then still run away... im making a din la... then my maid came help me... ahaha... she kill it then throw away... give me the creeps man... then i double check my bag got anymore anot... check my room oso... kns lor... i scared got the eggs in the bag then ask my maid go wash le... stupid lor... dunno y got cockroach run out from my bag leh...

Must be from YW house la!! ahaha... i put my bag on the floor near the window on Saturday when i go his house... muz be tht time crawl in de... YW!!! *stare at you* better double check ur computer room got anymore anot... later u tio the same fate as me... ahaha!!!

I HATE COCKROACHES LAAAA!!!!

2007-08-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

Oh man~~ its school again after my long weekend from wednesday onwards... ahaha... dam relaxing man... my last week in FSRC before going to classical... and its andrew's starting week in ELDC where he will learn flash player... besides tht he get to play more games again... so shiok lor...

LOOK AT THE TIME OF THIS POSTING!!! i juz got back from dinner wif Yuniko... finally got to see him after such a long time... who went there as well? YW Andrew Dan Shireen Cindy Candy Yuniko, himself, and me of cuz... were all chatting and eating... gossipping and bitching about everything we could think of... from the China girls to the rising of GST to ppl who we have not met for a long time... it was great fun i can tell u... laughing so loud at J8 food junction... was hoping the others would come oso... cuz it might be another year before we can see Yuniko again... hoping to have the whole class of 4N1 to be gathered again to chat... secondary school frens are the ppl i wont forget... be it the ppl tht hates me... be it the ppl tht doesnt treat me as fren... i will still consider them as frens becuz they crossed my path of life once and will always remain there in my memories...

Teachers' Day is approaching and was hoping Yuniko could visit before he rushed back to China... cuz he starts sch on 1st Sept... dam suay la... haiz...

Continuing from the dinner... =D we went to B1 to walk abit and look for Pei Shi who we all have not seen for a long time as well... stand for awhile then decided to chat at Mac... the girls were all going home leaving the guys chatting to ourselves... we talked and came to a conclusion tht we shld go AMK to play dota... ahaha... since we 5 guys know how to play... so y not? =) this is how i ended so late at home, tht i have to chase after the bus 852 wif Yuniko... lucky Dan or Andrew shouted "852!!!" or else Yuniko and i have to take nite rider le... ahaha...

Take this chance as well... Alex is a nice person actually... i put frens as 1 of the top priority... whoever needs help i will try my best... considering my limits as well la... im not a superman u know... i wont make anyone whom i considered fren unhappy... if u are really unhappy wif me... then talk it out wif me... i wont bite u... i promise... =D u can talk about anything in the world wif me... im gladly accepting it and i feel honoured tht u are willing to talk wif me... im a person who forgive and forget easily provided u do the same thing as well... i would love tht or else it wont be fair for me... it takes more energy to be angry and hate ppl than being happy and likes them... so im not angry wif anyone... you chose to keep a distance from me, im fine by it... im very sociable and flexible BUT don go ard saying im not a good fren or being a fren be until like tht... always rmb tht u have chose to keep a distance from me and not trying to understand me is my fault... alrite?? anyone can be a close fren to me like YW and Ivan... i don entertain those ppl tht wants help then look for me... no need help then kick me aside... thts the worst la... think about tht person who have helped u before and not forgetting about it!!!

Dam long hor?? 1 week worth of updates le... hope those who reads this don feel offended la... thts my thinking and feeling im trying to convey... ok... no matter wat happens... all of u are still my frens... and will always be...

2007-08-11T12:53:00.000+08:00

Finally getting down to update my blog again... it has been awhile... seems like i was quite busy but actually not... ahaha...

Monday to Wednesday was the same... being 'trapped' in sch to do nth except playing games and projects... was playing a RPG game called Final Fantasy Epic... it was in warcraft though... quite fun... total 3 of us played... on wed the last day b4 a long weekend... played basketball wif a good buddy during my 1st stopover... along wif his frens... i traded my No. 14 gyss black jersey to my good buddy wif his queensway jersey... lolz... 1st time trade jersey sia... it was playing basketball wif them...

At night went over to YW house... we played CS... online tennis game... a new game called lineage 2 sg server...

Thursday... National Day... it was a boring day for me... YW went out wif dan and the rest... so YW was kind and lent me his laptop to do projects and play games... lolz... so was at home the whole day doing projects and playing games... pathetic man... i din go out becuz darling has to work... she worked afternoon shift... so cant go watch fireworks lor... tht night ard 11pm to 12am... went back to YW house to return his laptop... cuz he have to go sch the next day ma... but he told me he pon-ing sch... so it alrite to be this late... lolz... dan oso pon sch... the 3 of us at his room playing CS... we dam pro... 3 VS 12 bots... we pawned all the bots... ahaha... then dan showed us the funny parts of Transoformers movie and some beat-box video... WOAH man!! the beat-box guys dam power... they are the walking DJs without the equipment... dan oso know abit... the hip-hop guy wants to learn dancing, singing and beat-boxing... all he can do... dan will be definitely good at those... support him all the way if he does decided to join Project Superstar... ahaha... =D

Friday... woke up ard 10am... even though slept for like 5hrs only... i tot i slept for long already.... today going to play badminton at YCK... wif YW, Shireen and Janet... juz the 4 of us lo... called other ppl but they don wan... nvm lo... -.- after playing went eat dinner... at J8... i din eat la... juz a dessert only... cuz no appetite... the rest met up for dinner which was the usual la... i wan to quickly get out of there before HE comes... not i guilty don wan to face him... i juz don wan to make him unhappy since he's the RIGHT one... and heard from jav he bringing along his gf as well... then the more i wan to leave quickly... dam pissed la... y am i the one sepearted from the grp... y am i the one being treated like a bad guy... fcked up la... decided to send Janet home 1st then meet YW again... i cant stay there and ask Janet go back by herself ma... ask her out then ask her go back herself a bit bad leh...

Sent Janet home then back to find YW at FJ... saw HIM and his gf... one glance and i sit beside YW... which was at the other side of the whole row of table... the moment i came back from toilet.. HIM and his gf was about to leave... thts a good timing... hey hey hey... im not talking bad about HIM OK... juz an account of wat im doing and my feeling... and i din say a SINGLE negative things about him... aiya watever la... i don have to bother so much... so wat if im left out... anyway it has been like tht for a long time liao... left out always... immune lo....

Oh ya... my cough is better le... thanks to YW's mother cough syrup... Darling's mother constant reminder not to drink cold water and eat spicy food... and asking me drink lots of water... in other words is care... =P

Alrite now... i think its dam long la... should stop now before the ppl reads and have foams coming from their mouth... ahaha...

2007-08-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 WEEK WITHOUT UPDATES!!!

It doesnt matter la... nobody reads... lolz...

The reason i update maybe is for ppl who really wan to know wats going on wif my things or how im getting along... thts all i guess... soledake...

*Frowning* cant rmb wat i did for the past week... nth much la... thts y i say life is boring... y am i bind to this life mayb becuz of my darling girlfren?? lolz... tabu... tht means probably... everyday do the same thing over and over again...

Here's the list(not in any order):
Play games
Watch anime
Play basketball
Meet girlfren
Meet YW and Ivan
Slacking in school
Projects

Forgot take pic of myself in formal wear... and my memory card for the HP suddenly ask me to reformat... then all my things inside gone... the pics and songs... sianz 1/2...

Finally, i am dam sick... coughing for the past 1-2weeks... the harder i cough sia... feel so terrible... cough so jia lat until darling's mum and YW's mum give me cough syrup to drink... thank you thank you!! arigato gozaimasu... dunno when will recover... and i don see doc... i see no point for me to see doc when i will recover in the next few days by myself... im confident wif my immune system... i get sick for like twice a year only... and the sickness is common flu or cough...

Alrite i'll stop here... need to rest ar... coughing alot... *cough* *cough*

2007-07-29T23:02:00.001+08:00

Just finish reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows... J.K. Rowling's 7th and final Harry Potter series book... 1 word... WOW... finished the book in a day and half... very nice and thrilling... makes me wanna keep reading and reading... was a happy ending even though some of Harry's closest friends had gave their lives while fighting with You-Know-Who... =D

Hope the movies will be out soon enough... i guess a year or two...?

Hmmm... felt that I have not met some of my close friends for quite a sometime... met up with Shireen in sch outside the rooms that i have been for the past few weeks... caught her slacking at the tables chit chatting with her classmates... had some funny conversation... then she had to see a lecturer to do smth i guess...

Wished this FSRC thingy be quickly over... and then the classical... and more projects coming up... sianzation... =.=

2007-07-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

Im not busy for these past few days... juz nth to update...

Working on projects only... one after another... but its not busy though... still can play games... ahaha...

Life is this boring... dunno how to say... cuz i don wan to say... thts all... =)

2007-07-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

This song is from an anime called Sola... it has a soothing tune... very beautiful very peaceful.... feel like crying huh??

Lyrics:

awai nami ni saraware nagara
sotto sotto
kiete mo kamawanai kedo

mada nokoru kimochi ha dokoka he
a... iro wo otosu deshou

ake no hoshi ga hikari wo miseta
yowai yowai
kokoro ni furisosogu

demo toki ha onaji omoi dake wo
a... egaki tsudukereba

dare mo shirazu hi ga sasu made ni
sotto sotto
yokan wo kanjiteta
kokoro ga kanjiteta

As I was cleansed by the soft waves,
Gently, gently,
I don't mind fading away

The remaining emotions venture somewhere else.
Ah... it loses its colors, right?

The dawn stars showed me the light
Softly, softly
they rain down upon my heart

But time just paints the same feelings
Ah... over and over again

Without anyone noticing, as far as the sun shines
Gently, gently
I felt a premonition
I felt your heart.

2007-07-19T17:41:00.000+08:00

Tired!!! -.- everyday overslept... lolz... overslept oso can late de la... by the time i reach FSRC room the lecturer oso not there... geng until like tht... power~! if late like siao oso can doctor the log sheet... i neve late like siao la... is other ppl... start at 8.30am they can come in ard 2pm+ then say lots of excuses(with the help of others la) and u're pass... =.=lll

Yuniko called me again juz now... asking me to go dinner wif lots of other ppl... of cuz i reject him la... firstly... i no money.. they eating Marche... secondly... i playing basketball... which i intended to for the past 1 week... not saying basketball more impt... wait till u hear the 3rd reason... thirdly... the ppl called are ppl i din contact for a long time... like ronnie, hua long etc etc... some confirm i oso dunno de... those ppl not my clique anymore and has neve been...

Tht reminds me when i walk past JK and 1 of his fren which i knew today in the sch... i din know it was him when getting closer... he juz walk past me... din even greet... ok la... everyone changes... but not to the state tht walk pass each other and treated like an invisible wall ma... anyway... this kind of situation will be very common in the future... not i dao or wat... if i see i confirm greet or a hand signal saying hi... as u know i wear specs i don wear it out... so i cant see far...

Not i don wan to go to the dinner... i am saving him and me from awkward situation... if my already closer frens i have problems with... going out to meet them is the wrong option... nvm...

Borrow this opportunity to ask the rest if u all wan to meet up wif yuniko or smth... plan a day to go out ba... or eat dinner... from wat i know i think he met up wif Tracy tht grp already... kayne... and i mentioned ronnie's grp... benjamin and aishah as well... left would be us... so up to u guys whether wan anot... i had some ppl in mind already tht might go...(not confirmed)
if u wan to ask him over for the friday's dinner like u all usually does... oso can la... pls give a ans asap... or else will be too late...

2007-07-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

Ya ho~~ sleepy leh..... -.- went to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix today... NICE!! it's fantastic, excellent... great movie man!! even though there is little action and lots of talking... its still nice... at least to me... Expelliamus...! Stupefy...! lolz... and tht kissing scene... harry and cho chang... wonder if harry will keep NG tht part... lolz... great show... those who haven watch... PLS GO!!(applied only to those who are harry potter craze) =D

Bought a pink shirt at G2000... its on sales... still looking for my tie!! who can help me find?!? cheap and nice... lolz...

After a project comes another one... lecturer dam power la... anyhow... im done already... hope nth needs to be changed... =P

YUNIKO'S BACK IN SINGAPORE~~~~!!!!! he called me this afternoon... i was shocked la... asking me to go out... but in sch everyday until 5pm leh... hope to see him soon...

2007-07-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

Ho ho!! my presentation on the banks are over!!! it was a 'casual' one... not wearing formal... i say its not too bad and not too good... average i will say... more rooms for improvement at the question & answer session...

Went to Tampines( 10 p*nis O.O) in the evening... there's a closing down sale in metro at century square... was looking for ties... but don have wat i wan or rather i dunno which one better... ahaha... mayb need some help in the future... went wif my GF of cuz... i got a shirt from her previously bought from tht sale as well... it was dam nice la!! so sweet of her... *kissed her upon receiving*

That stupid guy!!! or girl!!! or mayb gay.. -.-lll i wont bother about him anymore... juz don make me pissed... or its the end... thanks to frens tht stopped by... lolz.. sorry to get u guys involved without me knowing it... i only wan to get jav's consultation on wat to deal wif tht person only... din expect others' consultation as well... thanks alot!!

Will meet up if fated........

2007-07-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

Dam fcuking pissed becuz of some stupid idiot baka bakeyrou person... who the fcuk is this person... watever la... anyway he/she is a coward... i know... tht person will juz say " ya.. im a coward... so?" so? so? so fcuk off la...!! and mind ur own fcuking business... _l_(-.-)_l_ PAWNED!!!

2007-07-08T20:31:00.000+08:00

Around the corner I have a friend
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush onAnd before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim, just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they
have helped make you the person that you are today.

Do you think i can still believe in these...?? Very difficult...

2007-07-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

Finally went to cut my hair... so ugly wif my hair long... so messy...

Went to watch Transformer today as well... I'm sure everyone have watched already rite?? the movie is not bad yet nice... lolz... confused with wat i'm saying... cuz the movie quite confusing... lolz... nvm... suddenly no mood...

Saw my this fren blog... he was saying smth about me... which he didnt even say properly... wat wrong i did?? he say he don consider both of us to be frens.. ok fine... but did he ever consider me as a fren in the very first place... aiya... watever la... he cant even say wat's wrong wif me... or wat he is not happy wif me... sua lor... come tell me wat's wrong wif me IN MY FUCKING FACE and not say it behind my back... knn..

2007-07-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

Was watching this anime called "Bartender"... its a very very interesting anime.. its touching and romantic... its all about a bartender who helped people heal their souls... by giving them cocktails... different cocktails have different effect and meanings... the anime also show the lives of many people who are going through... stress from work, love and family... the bartender is refered to as the God of Glass... and he trying to attain the Glass of God which heal the broken and unhappy people who goes to his bar...

I watched this series in a night... its way too nice man... sugoi~~!! worth to watch... its a very different anime compared to other animes that I have watched... it has a refreshing feeling about it... lolz... I'll put the link up...

2007-07-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

Been feeling restless for these past few days... cuz very moody... so sianz~ kusooor~

Watching Initial D anime... so nice... ^^ decided to learn manual driving in the future... learn that can drive manual and auto cars... kill 2 bird with 1 stone... =D daemo... by today i would be finishing the whole series of Initial D le... from 1st stage to 4th stage... took about 3 days... pro hor... lolz...

still restless so don wan to type so much... oso nth to say... life is boring...

2007-06-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

Madoka/Shun

Yume wa kaze
Hikari michibiku
Sora to kumo o koete yuku
Anata no koe hibike

Shiawase to
Iya na omoide
Yasashii ima ga toozakaru
Shizuka na yoru tsuzuke

Kono basho ni nokosu
Ashiato sae
Kiekakete yugamu
Kizuato no you

Yume no naka
Umareta kokoro
Garasu mado ga
Kimi miteru

Shun no uchi ni komete
Sugaru kimochi sutete
Subete omoi tsunage

Here's the english lyrics:

The dream is the wind
The light guides
Overcoming the light and clouds
Your voice echoes

Happiness
And bad memories
The tender present keeps far away
The quiet night continues

Even the footprints
Remaining at this place
Begin to disappear and distort
Like scars

Inside of dreams
The heart that was born
I see you
Through the glass window

I shut it within the moment
Cast off the feelings that I cling onto
And connect all thoughts together

2007-06-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

Its so boring man!! i don like the life in FSRC!! BORING!! i prefer working in Tradewinds... at least got things to talk about... can laugh can play... BUT in this FSRC... boring la... talk to people like talk to walls... knn... don make me fed up ar... i will juz fuck everyone upside down... i don care who are u...

Anyway... i'm not angry or wat... juz saying how i feel la... tht is y i don like my class... maybe there is traces of regret liao??

Should i play back maple?? continue to train and level?? i oso playing another online game ma... its JX2... quite like tht game as well cuz its like the 1st online game i ever played... Elysium...

Tired la... go take a nap or something...

2007-06-24T12:41:00.000+08:00

Updates for the past 1 week...

Was quite down and emo... now getting back on my feet ba... even though the problem is partially solved... for those who cared for me... arigarto and gomenasai for making u worried... daijobu desu!!

Was slacking in school... play games... sleep... many breaks... early release... lecturer comes in and teach us some stock game thingy... oso don understand... they teach as if like we all have learnt before... especially one of the lecturer... Janet Cho or smth de... she speak dam fast like nobody buisness... and still can say all is very basic... WTF *five fingers joined together and point up*.... sibei sian ar...

Yesterday which is Saturday... after coming back from Nat's house... went to take a bath then meet Ivan.. he say going pub in chinatown somewhere... in the end tio put airplane... then went to orchard partyworld... sing K lo... sing until 5am... no voice liao lo... funny thing is i normal can sing high keys... sing wif the mic and cannot high keys... weird... even girls part i can sing normally without the mic... o.O

Now dam tired la... juz came back from basketball-ing... plus THIS hot weather... can die ar... slept for 3 hours nia... feel like slping but oso wan to watch show play games... dunno la...

2007-06-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

SADDED~ T_T

Getting back to normal...

2007-06-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

Everyone has their own problems... my problem is wat any typical human in this world have... nobody can help... wats the fucking wrong wif this fucking world... if my death can solve the current situation now... i would go ahead... if i'm the only one who can make everyone unhappy... yea... i wish to be gone forever... its such a simple task... y cant i juz go?? yea i know... all of u will say look on the bright side... look one the bright side... look on the bright side... and wat.... cheer up... cheer up... yea i did that... but wats the point?? the problem is still there... IT WILL NEVE BE SOLVED IF NTH IS DONE!!! all of u will oso say... dying will not solve the matter... for my case it will... and wat else?? dying is not letting myself down... is letting my family... the ppl ard me who cares for me... is tht the case?? are they really caring?? all of u are not me... so will not know wat i'm going through... i may be smiling and energetic all the time... but i'm crying inside...

Ahhhh... forget it... no matter wat i say... problem is still there...

2007-06-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

Quite lazy to blog leh...

Today is fathers' day... a special day for all fathers... but for me is nth special... is juz like a normal day... morning came back from YW house... very sleepy... slept for like 4 hours only... watch tv here and there... quite boring wor... oh ya... i bought 2 slices of cake for my uncle... a father day gift ba... 1 is strawberry with a topping of cherry and another tiramisu.... not sure he ate le ma... ahaha...

I haven seen my dad for a very very long time le... its like... EI EIN!! when is the last time i saw him?? ermmm... a year?? lolz~ CNY oso din see him... sad isnt it? wat to do... its complicated!!

Went Nat house to eat dinner ba... ate pizzas... from New York Pizza... not too bad to be eaten... lolz... she will be starting her job as a staff nurse from tmrz onwards... jia you ba darling!! i'll always be there to support u will are having troubles... but don give me troubles... LOLZ =D

2007-06-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

Woah~ today was a very fun day... tanoshi ne...

Today was the last day of attachment in Tradewinds... was quite sad when realising that it was the last day... T.T but still have to part with them... haiz... its ok... we can still meet each other again... think we will be going back there to help when Tradewinds has a fair going on...

Receive quite a lot of present today... and gave quite a number as well... ahaha... mostly are food... cakes, chocolates, bee hoon... bee hoon is from my "mother".... cuz she has an aura same as my mum... ahaha... so i told her that she looked like "wo de ma"... so touching... anyway she is from the finance department... juz beside our call centre only... so sometimes we all will chat and laugh together... i bought curry puff for her as well...

My manager gave us a SWISS watch wor... each wor... nice sia... and supervisor gave me 3 items... ok is 4 ppl share tht gift for me... anyways... i got a magnetic dog.. =.= an earpiece set with wire separator... and the most kawaii of all... a shuang jie kun... which is actually pencil... ahaha... so touched... each of us with different items of different budget... ahaha... we all gave them cards and some kawaii pencils... not i buy de so i dunno how they looked like...

After work... we went to Sakae Sushi to eat dinner... some Ala Carte... some buffet.. of cuz i buffet la... we had lots of fun there as well... laugh at things we did previously... laugh at ppl... laugh at everything... ahaha... then sometimes will get emo de... =.=lll very fun man... hope u all did too!!! =D

Then we took LOTS of photos outside the Sakae Sushi shop... funny shots... crazy shots... formal shots... fun as well... if i recieve the photos i think i will post some up ba... after that we decided to play pool... o.O shocked decision sia... walked quite a distance to the place then found out tht place gone le... then took a cab down to Cuppage Plaza... which is located next to my aunt's shop... those who knows know la... those dunno i don care.... =P jodan... its behind CentrePoint...

Everyone left there about 12.30am... we separated from each other... bidding our final farewells... *goodbye to you my trusted fren*... hope to see u guys soon enough... will miss all of u de... i had lots of fun today... THANK YOU VERY MUCH~~

*Thank you all Tradewinds staff who have guided us with tolerance and support... especially to Joanne, Shi Yun, Soo Ming and..... everyone else... all of u are a great supervisors, patient teachers and interesting friends... will never forget u guys... will tagged you whenever possible.... =D take care and all the best in whatever u do...

2007-06-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

Sibei sian arrrhhhhhhhhhh~~~

Tmrz is my last day at Tradewinds... bid farewell to those working there... yea... i will miss some of them de... funny and interesting ppl... sometimes lame... ahaha... after us there isnt anymore batch going to attached there... it will be in Aug tht the next batch will go there... until then... only 1 person will be handling the calls... oh man... thts tough.... jia you ba Joanne!! hope u are seeing this entry... =D gambatte kudaisai ne!!

Nothing to update liao...

*Hoping Reen-chan will confirmed with me ASAP*

2007-06-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

LOLZ~ today lots of funny things sia... especially R21 stuff... ahaha... cannot teach bad to u all ar... cant say... anyway i oso forogt liao... cuz my mind not dirty thts y is always clean... =.= *cold*

Ok la... mayb say smth for u all... abit R21 la... so hope u all don mind... at office we were discussing about girls stuff la... don worry... got guys got girls... hmmm... our supervisor was surfing net on e-bay... looking for bags la... then saw some lingerie pics... i juz walked past so she say "benefit" u abit... ahaha... then see abit lo... later on we discussed about how come ppl wan to sell their undergarments on the net... WHY?! becuz lao pei pei interested in this kind of stuff ma and can fetch up to a very high price... especially WORN and STAINED... LOLZ~ i asked wat stain sia... urine stain? blood stain? shit stain? diao sia... -.-

Another thing is.... someone's blog is dam interesting to read lo... heard he was from NYP... he blog about how he had sex wif many different girls everyday... =.= he even describe lor... power sia... i only saw abit of a part only... which goes like this... "I told you i wanted to cum in your mouth...." nice sia... this guy pro... don wan say so much.. too R21 le... ahaha...

You wan to know the link ask me lo... thru MSN i tell u... don be shy to ask me la... sometimes read this kind of things can be quite interesting... cuz there is lots of interesting ppl in this world... =P

2007-06-10T13:06:00.000+08:00

Tired~ Tired~

I did my TEP report from 1am to about 6am... dam shack ar... lots of things to write then type... after finishing my report nth to do lo... watch a musical rock concert of bleach... oh ya... forgot to mention i was in YW house... he play his PSP while i do my report... ahaha... then watch tv at the same time... the bleach musical concert abit lame... =.=lll dunno wat they showing... juz the starting episode of bleach anime until Rukia was save out of the Soul Society... talking and fighting in between... then they started singing... -.-

Slept for like 2 and half hours... woke up to go play basketball at 10am... dam tired la... so wasn't that active when playing today... and sprained my ankle at the last part... now ok liao lo... abit pain nia.... still can walk... not sure about running... if YW later jio me play soccer dunno can make it anot...

Final week attaching to Tradewinds liao... no holiday wor... after that go school to do wat Andrew is doin for the last 9 weeks... SLACKING...

Tired liao... think i will not sleep ba... to tired to sleep le... ahaha...

2007-06-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

Yahoooo~~ SHE'S BACK AT LAST! *big grins* =D

Today's a gathering day... or a so called "farewell dinner" for wei xiong... he's going to taiwan for a holiday... i left my workplace, being a bit of unhappy... feeling quite bu shuang in heart... aiya forget it la.. i shan't talk about it...

Went FJ to wait for them upon reaching earlier than them(as usual)... along came fu jia hui and candy... after about 10mins then the rest came... ate finish liao ah pek then come... =.= really slow lo... ahaha... he said he missed 3 trains o.O thats y so late... chat for abit la then we went arcade le... fu jia hui and candy went back 1st...

Ya hor... actually next Saturday wan go DXO de... then dunno wat... Jav say see 1st... Dan say he going out wif cousin... TMD!! tot everyone on liao.. now oso dunno how to plan... hear le sibei sianz ar... mayb next go as usual or wait next next sat... really dunno la...

Don wan say liao... sayonara... -.-

2007-06-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Last day without her....

Ehhh... today wednesday only... so slow... so sianz~~

Today after work went YW house to do my report... was quite a short one la... still got 1 more report to do... after the report writing... played tennis on the PS2... waaah! dam difficult to play ar... dunno play doubles wif YW lose how many match... ahaha... after awhile go home liao... cuz quite late le... don wan to go home too late... got pasar malam at prime there... bought muah chee then walk home le... alot of ppl ar... saw quite alot of familiar faces...

Ok la... stop here.. watch anime le... =D

2007-06-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

Second day without hearing her voice....

Today was quite a slacking cum peaceful day... ahaha.. cuz my manager is not at her table today until 7 Jun... i think alot of us don like her... she sometimes can be quite nice but most of time is annoying... do you like someone to interrupt you when you are talking on the phone...?? no rite... that is wat she likes to do... she can hear us having conversation with the passengers then suddenly pop up to interrupt us... =.=lll her table is juz beside our department... the call centre... quite peaceful... ahaha..

I was always quite 'high' when in the office... ahaha... lots of jokes... lots of things to chat about in our department... can be lame jokes & stuff... RA stuff... o.O and can even play hand games... such as Hai Dai Quan... =D those ppl are quite interesting and funny... some in the office some from NYP... they are great ppl... hope to have some contact even after this attachment in 2 weeks time...

Off i go... =)

2007-06-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

First day missing her....

Hmmm... Saturday was quite a boring day for me... went home straight after work cuz got no plans for that day... Andrew and the rest went for a movie... YW din go so i called him la... ask him wat to do... in the end he went Orchard to meet them eat dinner... YW asked me to go along as well... but too far for me cuz came back from tht area... abit hedious to go back there again... lucky Ivan is ard... or else i will be slacking at home... went eat dinner wif Ivan lo... wanted to eat ban mian de... but close down liao... =.= my fav tom yum is gone~! watch abit of soccer match, chat abit then went Ivan house liao... go there D/L songs... ahaha... techno and some chinese pop i wanted... then play Initial D on the PS2... dam difficult to play ar... then wait YW and the rest to come back lo.. cuz going his house ma...

About 1am then went over to YW house... they were playing Football Manager... then tht Andrew.. dunno wat he doing... ask him play mahjong he don wan... say got project to do... in the end he was playing FM as well... chatting on MSN with his frens... =.= cannot stand him ar... about 2.30am i slept liao... cuz too tired...

Sunday we were all going to play soccer at KCP nearby field... went there the cage closed.. sianz 1/2... then walk to the street soccer court area.... playing against some uncles... 14 a side sia... the field oso not big as the normal soccer field... difficult to play ar... i think i sprain my ankle for abit... now its slightly better le... the ball roll one side especially the middle... 5 or 6 were tackling... o.O lucky i not mid-fielder... went J8 eat dinner... played basketball game at the arcade... i won!! muahahaha~ =D

Nat went to JB with her church for a camping trip... Thurs she will be back... in the mean time i am going to keep myself busy by doing the TEP and personal selling report... so i will not miss her... T.T

Off to do some plannings for the report liao... will drop by tmrz... matashta ne...

2007-06-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

I thought today was quite a nice weather... do you think so too? ahaha... cuz it was cool and not hot... though it was raining in the afternoon...

I was so sick while in the office today... i was sneezing and coughing... and my head is giving me the pain... its a sharp pain for a while then gave me a slow and miserable hurting pain... haiz... about 6pm i slept for like 20mins... leaning against the chair... no calls came in while i was sleeping... ahaha... the time went pass very slowly while i was doing nth...

Was quite a down day for me... cuz i quarrelled with Nat ytd night wif words only in maple... y quarrel u ask? dunno how to explain clearly... mayb it was my fault mayb its not... hontoni wakarimasen... i was talking wif this guy who Nat hate cuz previously she quarrelled wif him... she said i was very gam wif him which i don think so... we chat for awhile only cuz long time din online... so this is how it started la... i really don understand the rest so cant explain anymore... its ok la... i'll forgive and forget... she said she would not contact me until next week... so i said i'm fine wif it lo... if thats the way she wants... no matter wat she says i will juz forgive and forget... i'll treat it like nth happen... if its my fault... i'll apologise here right now... so sorry ok...

Wat brightens me later in the day was... i got a really shocking and big news... javier has got himself a gf!!! JaViEr HaS gOt HiMsElF a GF!! JAVIER HAS GOT HIMSELF A GF!!! ahahaha~~ =D thts really great to hear man... i think everyone who heard this today would be happy for him... am i right?? ahaha... who's the lucky girl who got jav as her bf... jav is one of our grp's hardworking and intelligent buddy... he NEVE stops studying... even before school starts he will study his notes beforehand... ahaha... now u will stop studying from time to time... but continue to work hard... all the best pal!! =)

Don't worry about me... i know u don... ahaha... i took my medicine already... and not feeling down anymore... not that i don care... is i forget already... so... SMILE~~~ =P

Ja Ne....

2007-05-31T17:15:00.000+08:00

Sianz~~~ this pass few days really sianz... nothing to do at home... went in maple see oso nothing to do... watch anime oso not so interesting... somemore i'm now sick... blocked nose... sore throat... headache... cough... really sucks man... wat to do man.... haiz...

I thought this saturday can go wif dan to pc bunk... but i forogt i got work... sianz... after this week left 2 more weeks only before leaving the travel agency... next stop is FRSC... same thing as andrew tht thing... dunno do wat sia... i see him so slack for the 1st 2 weeks... he can play game everyday somemore... so slack... looking forward to the next stopover...

Is there going to be a chalet after all?? i'm not so sure... din hear any answers from shireen even though i checked online liao... all so full... bad timing... everyone is busy so cant blame...

Sianz~~~ ahaha... write till here...

2007-05-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

Actually today going Sakae Sushi to eat dinner with my colleagues de... then 1 of them sick and another cannot make it... so have to change to another date... daijobu daijobu~ i have all the time in the world... wahahaha... =D then came back home and change to go play basketball lo...

Aiya... nth interesting leh... everyone seems to be so busy... wan to book a chalet oso cannot liao... too late le... all fully booked... sian lo... unless wan costa sands la... i anything de... so long everyone gather together and have fun can liao... hope can find a chalet lo....

Saturday went Vivo City wif Natalie to eat in Swensen's... anyway can shop for clothes and pants since its Singapore Sales... in the end the shirts all not nice or don have the size... then the shirts i wan in G2000 don have discount... nbz... suay like shit.... and and and!!! i saw my fav car... Lamboghini.... =P its orange in colour and its size is very big... the front part i think put 2 kwang yong together... ahahaha... go imagine how big it is... -.-lll

2007-05-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Today went to yw house watch AC Milan and Liverpool match... sianz lo... Liverpool lost 2:1... Oso dunno wat Liverpool's defenders and goalkeeper are doing... opponent closing in yet don wan go defend... =.= whistle neve blow continue la... still raise hands for wat... quickly run and get back the ball or go defend... raise hands le the ball oso wont come back...

Not enough sleep recently man.... slept like for 6-7hrs only... i need at least 8 hrs of sleep to be energetic or else very restless and tired de... now headache liao lo... good job man... lolz...

Nth to say liao... life is so grey... i need amusing things to colour my life now... =P

2007-05-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

Konbawa minasans... today was quite a boring day actually... but try not to bore myself to death... anyways... lets update...

Saturday... was my aunt birthday... went to find her after my work on that day... yup... Nat was asked along to celebrate as well... we went Sakura to eat... its at Clementi ba... hmmm... wats the different... they had pasta there... pizzas... laksa... and its double storey... lolz... the rest are quite the same... they don have the cheese scallop that i wanted to eat so much... sianzzz... by the time we finish dinner its about 9+pm liao... so my uncle sent Nat home lo.. i went to her house instead of going home... haha... stayed there until 11+ then leave lo...

Ok sunday... went to play basketball in the morning... quite few ppl la... 2 teams nia... played full court for 7pts then those 'uncle' buay tahan liao... ahaha... cuz very hot ma... went home bathe, play initial D awhile then sleep... woke up at 5pm went play basketball again... ahaha... cuz stay at home oso nth to do... i din expect that those we played together last time were there... becuz of some things din contact then i don really like them lo... they are a bunch of bastards! aiya nvm la... juz play with them lor... since i was the 1st to be there... then came along a VERY VERY tall guy... i think he is about 190cm ba... played with him before... don quite like him as well... cuz he think he tall he can go anywhere and slam dunk... slam in front of me for 2 times the last time we played.. in the end fed up i take him... he din even slam after that... and his team lost... wahahaha...

Juz now ar... take him as usual lor... starting let him score ma... cuz haven warm up... after a few rounds... my kick come liao... he got long hands, long legs, long body... how to get rebound... =.=
1 time he tried to 'dunk'.. i fouled him and the ball din went in... phew~ lucky... ahaha... he is juz that dam tall only... we won man.. ahaha..

Then realise got spideman 2... i rushed home to watch... now updating after i finish watching... sianz lo... tmr work again... should i go YW house on tues to watch soccer...? i wan to watch but a bit weird leh... i'll think about it 1st...

I hate ppl who say they are friends with you when they didn't even talk or contact you... see you like seeing a transparent wall... fuck them all... some ppl i knew are like that... they only know how to talk big and no action... if you're busy then its ok... but problem is... you're busy for like 2yrs?? ridiculous!! i don regard them as friend anymore... not so worst la... hi-bye fren is enough for them...