Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 5:33 AM
Wow... look at the time... and im still blogging here instead of sleeping...
Not that I don wanna slp... I juz cant go to slp cuz there are alot of things on my mind... stress? mayb... confusion? mayb.... lost for love? mayb.... i really dunno wats up in my head....
Its quite personal... and its hard for me to open up even if you ask me... its very difficult to put in words... it juz keep swirling in my mind... like a whirlpool or smth... making you dizzy, scared and abit of darkness? lol... really hard to put in words u see... family, frens, love and myself....
I know i need to relax abit... but i cant juz relax... its all up there in the mind... mayb i need someone to talk to? but i cant find tht suitable person... i have been searching for ages but cant... there is a word tht describe this kind of feeling... "Lonely"